"Get off.." I shouted a bit, and pushed him harder this time. It worked, but Luhan seemed to be so hurt by my action. "Stay away from me.." a tear slipped from my eye. *oh God! Why did I even cry? I hate this stupid uncontrollable emotion* I scolded myself. He walked closer to me, but I backed off. "I don't need your pity. Just leave.. go to Minyoung. She needs you more than I do." I started to sob. He was hurt seeing me in this state. He never thought that I would finally speak that words out. He turned quiet. "Just go.. leave me alone." I repeated through my sob. He didn't care about my words. Instead, he pulled me into a hug again. I fought it. I pushed harder, and without my knowing, I lost my balance, and I was hit against the shelf behind me. My body turned weak. I was now sitting on the floor. Everything seemed to be spinning right now. If I was not mistaken, I saw blood running down my legs. I was so surprised. *what happened to me? Oh My God! What did I do?* I started to sob. I didn't want to lose the baby. I loved him, or her..I didn't really care about the gender. I loved my baby. Luhan was just as surprised as me, or maybe more..since he had not known the truth yet. He bent a little bit until we were on the same height. Then he slowly brought me to his embrace. "Hana ah.." he called out. "Please..save her..please.." I pleaded, as I kept crying. I looked at his eyes. His sincere eyes. His worried eyes. That was the last thing I remembered before I passed out. *God, please..If you want to take one of us., just take me, not the baby.*

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I slowly opened my eyes. My head was still spinning, and my stomach was still hurting. I looked at my surrounding. *where am I?* I could see an iv injection injected through my veins on my right hand. I suddenly remembered about what happened. *my baby..* I started to get panic. I put my palm above my belly to feel whether she's still there, or not.. but I felt nothing. A tear rolled down my cheek. I difficultly took the iv injection from its holder, and I slowly walked towards the door. The pain came, but I tried to endure it. Right now, I needed to meet the doctor. I wanted to make sure that everything was fine. I turned the door knob, and I opened the door. I saw Luhan, and a doctor talking outside, not too far from where I was standing. I was unpatient. I wanted to meet th