(Jaehyo’s POV)

 

“Ahjussi… wake up please…”

 

          Someone shook my body. I opened my eyes and saw a very pretty girl standing in front of me, all in white. “Ahn Jaehyo ahjussi…” she smiled. I smiled back. “I’ll know you’ll pass the operation Jiyeon ah… you never disappoint me.” I told her. She beamed happily. “Mianhae…” she looked down.

 

“In another few seconds, I have to go.”

 

          She said softly. “It was fun meeting with you oppa… I will never forget you.” She continued. I looked at her in puzzled. “W-what are you t-talking about?”

 

 

“Annyeong…”

 

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“Jaehyo ssi… ahjussi! Ireonaseyo!”

 

          I opened my eyes and looked around: searching for Jiyeon. “J-Jiyeon… where is she?” I asked the doctor beside the nurse who was just woke me up. He shook his head and said ‘sorry’. I slammed my back against the chair harshly without even care how painful it will be.

 

 

Jiyeon ah…

You disappointed me…

You leaved me…

 

 

          The nurse handed me a pink notebook. “This is for you… Jiyeon want you to have it.” she told me. I took the notebook from her. “Gomawo.”

 

          I locked the door behind me and tossed my jacket on the couch. I sat down beside it and stared at the pink notebook, hesitating to read it. “I guess… you’ll be watching huh?”

 

          I turned to the first page and saw me and Jiyeon’s Polaroid picture. I took it and put it on the table carefully.

 

“To my dearest Jaehyo…

 

This book is for you to show how much I love you and how sorry I am.

 

Jiyeon.”

 

          I turned to the next page. “How sorry is she? What does that suppose to mean?”

 

“One:

 

1.   Jaehyo, you always take care of me without any curiosity upon me. you always happy around me without doubting anything bad about me. you’re so innocent and pure. I always afraid that I will hurt you and made you a bad guy.

 

 

>please stay as innocent as you are right now…

 

2.   I don’t know why, whenever I’m with you I always feel so safe as if you were my home. That’s the best thing I like about you. Ahn jaehyo, the house of my heart.

 

>please be a safe home for your future girlfriend too!

 

3.   Do you know how many times I lied to you? Its countless. I was not healthy the time you first time met me. I already know that I have a sickness. But I lied to you. I know I was a selfish jerk to keep you for myself.

 

 

4.   On 29^th of May… I made a very big sin. That day… I thought my plan will work, but it turned out the opposite of what I thought. You’ll never know how I felt that time.

That day… my head kept on pounding. I almost bang my  head to the wall until I received a message from you. You asked me to walk with you. I accept the offer. We walked together, like always: happy. But my pain got worst until I collapsed.

When I woke up, the first person I saw was you. I wondered why you didn’t leave me. no one like sick people. everyday I waited for you to leave me but you didn’t. you still come and try to get back my memory. Jaehyo ah… I was never had that side effect. It happen to certain people but I’m not in that certain people.

I never forget you..

I never once did…

I only did that because I thought you will leave me. but you came and gave me my 2^nd present. You’re so nice. I’m such bad person to keep you for myself. I’m sorry. You deserve better than this.

Forget about me… forget about this. Forget all about us.

Imagine as if I never exist.

I lov—“

 

 

          Tears rolled down from my cheek. she didn’t even get to finish the word I love you. Now she want me to forget everything that we’ve been through just because you lie? Never gonna happen.

 

I will always live under this dark moonlight because…

 

You were the best thing I had.

You take care of me like my own parents.

How can I forget you?

Lets just live like this.

Forever and always. 

 

 

 

the end.

 

 

A/N: another story is complete!!  gomawo for reading guys!! i really aprreaciate it!! ^O^

hope you'll read my other stories too!! ^O^