Chapter 11 – The past

Jessica’s POV

„I like you to“ I said sincerely, though with mixed feelings

Tiffany then closed the gap between us and I had chance to taste her soft lips, I kissed her back. The kiss was sweet, her lips tasted like rasberry and my heart was beating faster.

Dugeum dugeum dugeum…..

After a minute that for me felt like ages I pulled away realizing what just happened.

I kissed the girl I liked, but it felt wrong. Why?? Because I like another beautiful girl to. Those confusing feelings just keep building up and the kiss didn’t help my situation at all.

Guilt started to build up and I bet my face showed them, because Fany noticed it and asked me

„What’s wrong? Did I do something wrong?“

„No, no, it’s just….“

„What?“

I didn’t find it in me to tell her, but she figured it on her own

„Oh you like her to…“

„Fany, I’m … sorry“ she looked at me with those pretty eyes of hers not knowing what to say

 „It’s very confusing to me right now. I like you, a lot, but I like her to. Will you give me time to sort things out?“

„Yes“ that’s the one word that she said, I know that’s what I wanted to hear but then again, guilt started to build up again, like it was telling me not to make her wait, because there’s a chance I would hurt her more then I already had.

She was walking away when she turned around and gave me her famous eyesmile as in telling me she’s okay, but I know she isn’t….. Because of me

Next day

Yuri’s POV

Waking up with a headache from all the crying I‘ve been doing all night. After all that and I still haven’t sorted my feelings out, but then again do I have to? The two girls that made me this way will never be mine, because they have each other.

Today was the last day of the Sport Competition, the last day to stay in the place that will always remind me of all the pain I’ve felt.

We played football today, they won 80 points which made them the winners of the whole competition with only 10 points difference.

It didn’t matter to me, the game I mean, Taecyeon’s team was always the loser team, I knew I would loose this year since he picked me, no surprise.

After that I just went to my usual spot – the lake. I sat there to enjoy the peaceful nature, that people had taken away years ago from Seoul.

„Yuri!“ deja-vu?

Yes it’s Yoona again

„Hey“

„Hey what happened yesterday? Unnie told me you didn’t meet. I thought you went to her immeadiately“

„I did“

„What happened?“

„I saw her kissing Tiffany“

„Oh“

„You knew about it?“

„She told me today when we woke up“

„Does she like her?“

„Yeah“

„But you told me…“

„I did and it is the truth, unnie is just really conf