I woke up with a familiar voice calling my name "_______-ah wake up"

I slowly opened your eyes and saw Taeyeon right in front of my face. Looking at Taeyeon reminded me of the night before and what happened with Taemin. I quickly covered myself with the blanket "go away!" *I never want to see you or your twin ever again!*

"oh come on! It's already noon and you haven't woken up!" Taeyeon whined trying to remove the blanket

"leave me alone!" I yelled. *I really don't want to see her. Thank god she wasn't here yesterday at night, or else she would have seen me cry my eyes out. I really don't know how I fell for taemin. I hate him! I hate him!! AW I WISH I COULD HATE HIM! LEE _____ GET YOURSELF TOGETHER! WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS OVER A GUY!* 

Flashback

I quickly ran of the room and into the the nearest bathroom. I let myself cry for a minute then quickly washed my face erasing all the smudged make up *I have to leave from here* I walked out of the bathroom and went downstairs. Luckliy everyone was busy. *maybe no one will see me* I was just out the door when I saw Taemin laughing with a bunch of girls. He had his arms around one of them. *what the? That's not even his girlfriend!* Taemin made eye contact with me but didn't hold it for long. Instead he just went back to laughing with those es. I quickly exited the place and good a taxi and came home.

End of Flashback

Suddendly I was brought back to reality when Taeyeon pulled off the blanket and stared at me.

"YAH!" I tried to cover my face with my hands but Taeyeon grabbed on to my wrist and pulled my hands off my face

I didn't realize I was crying until Taeyeon said "_____-ah, why are you crying?" She sounded worried

Suddendly I could feel myself about to break "IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WY DON'T YOU ASK YOU STUPID BROTHER!" I freeed myself and ran into the bathroom before locking myself inside. I stood against the door and cried until there were no more tears left, then I did my morning routine. Before I opened the door I looked at my swollen eyes *_____ you idiot, you look so ugly!* I made a mental note of getting ice for my swollen eyes before walking out of the bathroom

"_____-ah" Taeyeon was sitting on my bed and then she got up looking at me with concern

"I going out for a while" I said without looking at Taeyeon. I was about to walk out the door when Taeyeon grabbed my wrist

"let go!" I yelled without turning around

"are you crying because of yesterday?" Taeyeon turn me around to face her

"psh I didn't know you were that close with him that he would even tell you that" I faked laughed *how could he tell something like this to his sister?!?!*  "

"you seriously like taemin?" Teoyeon said serious

"No, I don't-" I was cut off when Teoyeon pressed her lips against mine. My eyes shot up and I tried to push her away but she was too strong. 

After few seconds she let me ago while I just stared at her horrified "YOU!" I was about to slap her but she grabbed my wrist

"I know you like taemin. Taemin rejected you but i didn't" Teoyeon smirked and left the room

*THAT ! WHY WOULD I LIKE HER? WAIT! THAT WAS MY FIRST KISS!!! WHYY DID IT HAVE TO BE HER!!*

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A/N: I'm sorry about this chapter! You guys hate it right? I don't even know if it makes sense, please let me know what you think of this chapter! I don't know why but my mind is not working today! :(