KENNY. 

It's the night before our birthday and I'm happy I get to celebrate it with the people I love the most, my family and friends. 

These days, iniisip ko kung pano namin icecelebrate ni ate Winny 'tong birthday namin pero I'm sure kahit anong mangyari bukas, we'll gladly love it. Ayaw rin naman namin ng sobrang bongga katulad nung debut mamin?! Ang OA ng mga naimbita nila Mommybear. 

It's funny how Kai and I kept texting almost everyday pero kapag nasa school ang off ng atmosphere as if we don't see each other. We're much closer sa text than in person. Syempre may interaction pa rin pero simple lang, just a few conversation and done. 

Is it weird how we don't interact and yet I still like her presence around me? It's like my feelings have been growing without me knowing it. 

Lately, napapansin ko si RJ and Ate Winny na madalas magkasama. Parang ang blooming nila pag magkasama silang dalawa, sa totoo lang. Feeling ko mga may gusto 'tong si RJ sa ate ko. 

May mga time kasi na nakikita ko si RJ na grabe makatingin at ngiti kay Ate, 'yung tipong parang si ate lang nakikita niya? May isang beses pa nga na parang hangin kami sakanilang dalawa. 

Nakakatawa lang rin 'yung energy nilang dalawa, sobrang opposite. Si RJ 'yung OA samantalang itong si Ate Winny ang nonchalant. Well, ayan lang naman napapansin ko lately sakanila, I still don't know if they like each other and speaking of like.. 

Kai never really said anything to me after I confessed. It's been months and I've got no rejections nor acceptance from her so hindi ko talaga alam kung saan ako magle-lean kay Kai. But we're still friends. 

Hindi ko lang talaga alam kung paanong aakto kapag nagkikita kami at nagkakasama sa school. Nacoconfused na rin ako, dahil mas showy and expressive pa siya sa ate ko kesa sa akin. 

This is something I'm most scared of. Kai liking my Ate Winny instead of me. I just know it will complicate alot of things and yet, I still