Diary Entry 29.
Chasing the Wind
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Diary Entry 29.
I am scared.
I am terrified of life.
There is nothing I can do to alleviate the pain and fear crawling inside of me.
When I see couples waltzing their way through life, I feel neither jealousy nor sadness. I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing. Somehow I have managed to become even more numb towards love and relationships. Somehow I have managed to induce myself into an even deeper level of indifference to life. Somehow I have managed to shut myself off even more.
Or maybe I am just in denial.
And thus the only way I can fall back in touch with my emotions is by reading Murakami, for only by reading his works am I able to drop into an endless abyss of forgotten emotions, reminding myself that I too can feel.
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