Diary Entry 1.
Chasing the Wind
“Just talk to me when you feel down, or need someone to talk to. I will be here for you, to support you.”
Liar.
I ripped myself open for you, showing you all my vulnerabilities, and yet your first reaction is to take it personally and shut me out, when I am the one that feels like shutting the world out. I am the one that wants to scream at the world to leave me alone, to leave me to my misery, and yet your first reaction is to cut me off rather than asking how I am.
I am not expecting people to read my mind and know exactly what I am going through, however on what planet is it acceptable to shut someone out like that?
You more than anyone know of my struggles. You more than anyone insisted for me to open up. You more than anymore has seen me for who I am. You more than anyone has explored every hidden nook of my emotions. You more than anyone is hurting me.
Screw people. Time to cut you out I guess.
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