DISCOGRAPHY: Volume II

this is the whole piece of my one shot, Me and my Everything. I hope you get to understand what I am trying to tell here. I hope you like it! thank you for supporting me, and my stories! I'll see you again in another update. Comment me your thoughts? and I am deeply sorry for hurting all of you in 11:11. :'D  till then~

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                                         Love Someone
Artist: Luke Graham

Dear Sica,

Today, I’ll tell you another story, and oh, good morning my baby,

I've gained the courage to confess, I don't even know where it came from. It's just that you have been the owner of this beating heart ever since.

You made me feel different like I am not a broken toy. Everything about me screams different. From the way I look, this skin of mine is dark not white like Taeyeon's. My attitude may come off as annoying to others, I am hyper. Indeed I am. I laugh way too much, even if the jokes aren't meant to be funny but heck I find it so laughable. I am most certainly weird, sorry if I talk to myself often. It is just that I trust no one in particular.

You seem so lazy, I see. From the first time I saw you yawning between our acting classes during the summer of our second year of training, never did I forget that left eye twitching. You look so cute. Popularity is innate in your system. . You look so beautiful. Maybe it is not just me who saw that those boys and girls share the same admiration as me. But I guess I was lucky enough.

We debuted in the same group. You chose to latch yourself to me. You are so clingy. Not that I am complaining. Confusion has taken over me, it is wrong to feel this way.
But I think I’m going to burst and then, that one time during dinner, remember when I took you out for a late night drive in a new car I swear I bought for myself. She offered me one but I declined it. Never have I ever opened up my heart to her. Even if she is so persistent. You smiled, you like driving at night.

I held your head in my lap like it is the most precious thing. Well, the truth is you are indeed the most precious one. After dinner, I gained the courage to confess. Maybe the breeze of the ocean will help me gather myself. Questions keep flooding my brain, what ifs and etc. After all, if you don't swing that way, I think it is easy for me to drown myself in the ocean. So maybe I can wake up from this nightmare.

But you said that you love me too.

We encounter so many problems. From hiding from Medias which are definitely a . Faced those disgusting dating news, and even your departure from the group. We have gone through thick and thin. Yet after 6 years, I think I still love you the same.

"Yuri what are you thinking?" you asked me after we made love. I am sorry that I tire you again. You have been flying back and forth. Attending your dreams with a smile on your face.

But I guess I missed you too much.

"Nothing. How is your photo-shoot? Did it go well?"

"Yes. I have fun. The food is great. It will be more fun if you accepted to come with me." you snuggled closer to me. I breathe in your scent of vanilla, it smells the same.
"I have a schedule. I am sorry."

"I know, but you need to come with me next time okay? Sleep. I am tired. I love you."
 

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Sooyoung and Hyoyeon have been here with me to calm my nerves while the rest of the members are preparing to come out of the van. ing Media as everything that it has a relation to.

We went to Hawaii for a vacation again, just when we thought we can have a piece of a moment for our own, they came in stealthily. The current situation about the president became a very large scandal that the public's attention stayed into it. No matter how much they covered up for it.

Then they released it. It did turn to us. Who would ignore this news? I feel sorry for the members. I feel sorry for the company, I feel sorry for our families. I feel sorry for the fans. And I feel devastatingly sorry for both of us. Myself. Will you leave me? The pictures itself speak for its own, the company cannot deny.

"Yes, I am in a relationship with her. We are in our 6th year. I deeply apologize for falling in love with this kind of circumstance. I love her and please understand and respect both of us."

The camera flashed into my eyes yet I feel nothing. I only want to talk to you. Ask you if you will still be in this battle with me. Because I would die for you.

"My business might turn into shambles because of this. Tyler oppa cannot protect me anymore. Your career. SNSD." you cried hugging me tightly the night I visited you at your house. I ing ruined it all.

"Fight with me?"

"Yuri.."

"I will fight for you. No matter what it takes. I love you so much."

You smiled.

"I will."<