Jiyong's POV

When I arrived at the airport, I walked as fast as I can and left right away to avoid Kiko. I'm sure that she will just cling on me when she sees me. I don't hate her. I just don't like her. I really hope we don't bump each other here in Japan.

I am now in the hotel Appa reserved for me. I miss Appa already. I miss Eun-Ju Omma, Cheondung, the boys, the girls, the shop, the hardworking workmates of mine, the school, eventhough it's quiet annoying due to the fangirls, and most of all, my Dara. I hope it's that easy to say "my Dara" as if I own her. I wish I do own her. She makes me smile and sad at the same time. She makes my heart flutter. She is the reason behind my smiles. She is my sunshine. I don't know how it happened but I can assure you that it was love at first sight. The first time I saw her resume and documents, I know she is the one. I have met many girls before but none of them was able to move my heart. Aish! Pabo Jiyong! Stop this nonsense. Stop thinking about her! I better call them now.

I called Appa first and informed him that I arrived safely. I texted the others after, informing them not to worry about me. Seungri told me that he would do his best to watch over Dara for me. I silently thanked him for that. Seriously, I thanked God for the type of friends I have right now. I would have been lonely now if it weren't for them. I did not text or call Dara. I don't want to miss her more if I ever I received her text or call. I'm missing her already. I might go back to Korea right away if I call or text her. Sigh. Dara... I'm thinking of her again. Urgh... Dara, what have you done to me? I was thinking of her when I suddenly drifted to sleep with a smile on my face.

On the next day, I was very busy with the meetings. I almost skipped my lunch due to my schedules prepared by my father when I bumped into Kiko unexpectedly. She was starting to creep me out. She invited me for lunch. I agreed not because I am starting to like her, but because my stomach was already complaining and I was starting to get dizzy. After that, she paid for my meal. Yes, she paid it. I was about to pay for my meal but she insisted saying "This is my welcome for you here in Japan. I hope you enjoy staying here." After that, she left, sensing that I am not in the mood for her attempts to get me. I sneaked a peek on my phone and saw a goddess smiling. Yes, I admit that I changed my wallpaper to Dara's picture when I was on the plane to Japan. So what? I just don't want to miss her a lot. *Pout* Alright, alright. I always wanted to do that even when I am still in Korea but I was afraid that she might borrow my phone and saw her picture as my wallpaper, she might kill me. I know she wouldn't do that but I wouldn't like it if she stays away from me if she saw the picture. She knew that I have been taking pictures of her but she new knew that I wanted to make it my wallpaper. Am I that obsessed with her? Sigh. I should get going to my next meeting.

Today is the second day that I have not text or call Dara. Honestly, I miss her like hell but I want to control it. Control... Control... Con... I wonder what she is doing now? Did she already take her breakfast? I bet she's being a sleepyhead again. I chuckle thinking of that... Wait... I slap my face... Snap out if!!! You are getting crazier than before Kwon Jiyong. Can somebody stop me? I sigh again and prepare for my shop visit today. I will be visiting around 5 of our cake shops today to check on their sales. I am used to this already as my dad always took me with him whenever he's doing shop visits. He taught me what needs to be done during a time like this. I wanted to get over this and go back to Korea. I want to go back and see Dara again... Uhmm.... Did I just talked about Dara again? *gummy smile* Sorry, I can't help it.

I am now in the fifth cake shop for my visit *finally* and just finished my meeting with the head of the branch when I saw someone I wish I would never see. Yes, you guess it right. The one and only, Kiko. Is she stalking me? Why is she here? I'm having a big doubt now.

"Jiyong-kun!" She called me and I faked a smile. "What a coincidence! I was just about to leave when I saw you." She hugged me and whispered, "It must be fate." She kissed me in the cheeks. People are starting to look at us and some are making catcalls thinking that we are lovers. I quickly separate myself from her and tried to leave but people started murmuring which I know is not a good thing, some even took a picture. I pulled Kiko to the office which made the people roar in happiness. What are they thinking? Is this some kind of movie which they enjoyed? Cause I certainly did not enjoy this at all.

"Stop making scenes, Kiko. I know you are enjoying this much, but please stop."

"You can't stop me, Jiyong." She smirked at me.

"That's Kwon for you."

"I always get what I want, Jiyong..." She my ear which made me cringed. She stepped away and open the door. "And I will make sure I will get you, Jiyong." She sent a flying kiss and left. It made me shudder.

She is mad. I tell you, she is insane. If is isn't a girl, I would have punch her until she won't be recognized by people, or even kill her. My blood is boiling in anger now but I know I need to calm. Breathe in... Breathe out... I am calm... All is well. All is well. All is well. (A/N: from 3 idiots) I open my phone and saw 1 e-mail from Seungri. When I open it, it made my heart beat fast. It is a picture of my love, having her hands in her chin while thinking. She is so pretty but I notice somthing. Her eyes, it is not sparkling. She is sad. I wonder if she is thinking of me... I need to finish all that needs to be finished fast so that I can go back there in her side. Sigh.

I went home and prepaired myself for a long shopping tomorrow. I still haven't purchased my souvenirs for the gang and my gift for my baby girl. Baby girl? Nice... I fell asleep thinking of the new name for my love.

On the next day, I woke up late. Maybe it's because of the events these past few days and I knew that I don't have any important schedules today, just gift shopping. I was still thinking of a gift for Dara when I heard a beep from my phone. Unknown number? I wonder who it was. I opened the message and saw a heart shattering picture. I clenched my fist and wanted to shout. I wanted to cry but I knew I didn't have the right. There in the picture, I saw Dara shaking her hands with a man. I thought Seungri would watch over her from fanboys, but I guessed they were too busy to watch over her for me. In the picture, I saw Dara smiling to the guy. I was sure the guy was stunned with Dara's beauty. Am I already late? Whoever sent this picture to me, I would make sure I would fry his soul in hell.

I stared at my phone and my hand moved by itself and dial Dara's number.... Wait... No!... *Ring... Ring... Ring* Cancel the call damn hand!  *Ring... Ring... Ring*

"Yeoboseyo?" She answered! I frowned, thinking she may still be with the guy in the picture.

"Dara, where are you?"

"Oppa?" She asked and smiled. I knew she was smiling, I could feel it. "Oppa! How are you?... By the way, why did you just call now? Have you forgotten about me already?" I couldn't help but chuckle, forgetting my jealous mood. "Yah! What's funny? You had me worried and now your laughing at me? How could you?!" I laughed more with all her questions. "Yah! Stop laughing... Okay, I'm hunging up. Bye."

"Baby girl, I miss you..." I blurted out suddenly.

"I wanted to see you now." I couldn't help but blush with all the things I am saying. "Are you really gonna hang up on me?"

"Maybe you don't miss me at all..." It made me sad and just sighed.

"Who am I to be missed by you any way?... Maybe I am disturbing you right now." I am really frustrated now. Maybe the picture would say it all.

"I miss you, Oppa." She mumbled.

"I miss you so much, Jiyong-oppa." She's crying. "Why didn't you call me right away? Didn't you know that I am so lonely here?" I want to hug her now.

"Mian, Tokki... You don't know how much I miss you that I want to take a flight now just to see you." This is so painful. "Dara-ah, I am sorry, I couldn't be there on the times like this. Trust me, Dara-ah, I really want to be there now. Mianhae." I have to be strong.

"It's alright, Oppa. I understand. I'm just a bit lonely. They are so busy with the party and they would not let me join the planning." She sniffed. God! I miss her. "By the way, Oppa, I met someone today."

I sighed. I know. "Really? It's a guy, am I right?"

"Omo! How did you know?" I heard my heart shattered.

"I just guessed."

"He's a good guy, Oppa. I hope you will meet him someday when you come back here. I will introduce you to him and..." I couldn't take it anymore. It hurts a lot. It hurts like hell. Why? I went back to bed and closed my eyes. It really hurts. Dara-ah, don't I have a space in your heart? Can't you wait a little longer for me? Stupid Jiyong! You already said you will give up your love just to keep what you have now, why are you mopping now! I let my heart cry for I can no longer stand the pain.

When my tears subside, I called Cheondung and told him what Dara felt as of the moment. After that, I mopped again and cried my heart out. Even after what I saw, why do I still love her? Why do I still long for her? Why do I still want to see you, Dara-ah? I cried until I fell asleep again.

I hope there is a Jiyong for me out there, who's willing to cry over me. Sigh, I wish I was Dara.

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