Laying on his bed, Jonghyun ran his fingers through his perfect hair as he heard the door close as he knew all too well that the members probably went after you.

"Idiot!" Jonghyun began to curse at himself for letting you go, “She doesn’t deserve a jerk like me, aish!" Rolling over on his bed his eyes automatically catching the large black and white photograph of you. Your hair was flowing over your shoulders as the black dress was the perfect compliment of your prefect skin underneath. Your smile was one of an angels as he couldn’t help but trace your features with his thumb begging you to come back to him. The picture was such of a model, he loved it. You were favored to it as well. To him it was a picture of an angel. Moving his thumb slowly over your perfect hair, he couldn’t take it anymore. Setting the picture of you on his pillow he walked out of the room as tears threatened to fall once again, making his way into the living room he found the note that the members had left for him. Quickly reading the note he crumbled it up and threw it against the wall.

"Idiot" He cried again as he hit his hand against the couch. Retracting his hand quickly he rubbed where the hard, sharp object landed on his hand. Looking for the object, he found an iPod in between the cushions of the couch. Flickering on the screen it was a picture of him, it was the same photo shoot as your angelic picture. He unlocked the screen with his name as a picture of you two kissing again in the same photo shoot made him smile. He looked through the rest of your pictures as he pressed a button causing the next song to play on your iPod. He was skeptical as it was a Backstreet Boys’ song called Love Somebody. He was about to turn it on when the lyrics got to him.

Love
Is it too much to ask for
One minute to breath
Cause you take my breath away
Like I’d never sink

You’re the reason why cave men drew on the walls
The reason why after every summer we fall

You’re the reason I never wanna sleep at night
Cause nothing that I could dream
It’s better the you by my side

You know that I love somebody, love somebody
You know that I love somebody, love somebody
You know that I,
I’m so in love I can die right now and be fine, I need you tonight
You know that I love somebody, love somebody
You know that I love somebody, love somebody

When you wake up with no make up
You try hiding your face,
You know that I, and it’s so cute,
You don’t even know
How beautiful you are in me

You’re the reason why cave men drew on the wall
It’s the reason why after every summer we fall
And the way that you look in those purple jeans
It’s the iest thing I ever see

You know that I love somebody, love somebody
You know that I love somebody, love somebody
You know that I
I’m so in love I can die right now and be fine I need you tonight
You know that I love somebody, love somebody
You know that I

When the games on
You wear the jersey of my favorite team
I yell at the TV…
You’re not even mad of me
You know I love you baby

I love somebody, love somebody
I know, I love somebody, love somebody
You know that I love somebody, love somebody
You know that I, I’m so in love
I can die right now and be fine, I need you tonight
You know that I love somebody, love somebody
You know that I’m gonna love you, gonna love you, gonna love girl
Love somebody, love somebody

So many images flashed in his mind as he regretted everything that he called you. Grabbing his phone he ran out of the dorm, grasping your iPod in his hand, he ran the few blocks to your house. Breathing heavily he walked down the hall to the right door, hesitant he held his hand up to the door. Knocking lightly he took another breath and looked down at the iPod that was in his possession.

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The light knock on the door woke you as you ridded yourself of the blankets and the sprawled out bodies of the four band mates. Gently moving them to put pillows under their heads and moving their long hair out of their eyes, you moved to the door trying not to step on one of them. Your feet shuffled against the cool carpet as your hand wrapped around the cool handle of your door. Peeking through the peep hole you saw his face, knowing that you had to face him sometime you opened the door.

"Mianhae" He whispered as his head bowed to you

"Excuse me?" You couldn’t hear him through your broken heart. He dropped down to his knees holding out your iPod.

"Mianhae, I found this and I know how you like music" With a stained smile he handed you the small device.

"Thank you for the iPod" You took your device back as you the screen.

"I am sorry for the things that I said too, I was a real idiot" He said still on his knees, “Do you accept my apology?"

"It will take more than an apology to get me back" You said, “Bye Jonghyun" You closed the door slowly to see if he had any more words to say but none came.