I vomited, had a fever, and had the most horrible writers block, so this is to get into the groove again, if it ends up working? Great! If not... sorry, you can go ahead and read the other oneshots and shorts.

I kept asking myself, why am I still waiting for your eyes to see me? Clearly you already do, I just- wasn't the right this, wasn't the right that. 

I kept telling myself, well it's ok, I wasn't expecting anything to come out of falling for you anyway. 

I kept- Kept telling myself, I was satisfied, I was happy being by your side, but you...you just had to poke me in the way you knew I hated most. You Had To. 

Because religion is always on your mind, because it's important to you.

Uhh, this has nothing to do with Jmj being buddhist and catholic irl, it's fiction. Well, half fiction. I'm buddhist and well, you got the rest I think. Have a nice read~ At least one person should enjoy the story of my worst betrayal afterall.