I’m not alone 🌷🦋
Two years of hope 🥀❤️
A week has passed , jeonghan’s able to walk normally now , his foot is finally in good state so today he went by himself to this store nearby his apartment , all alone since Mingyu left early for work and yes he still spend the nights in his apartment , like he doesn’t have his own home .
Jeonghan doesn’t mind though , he’s glad that he’s not alone these days honestly .
He smiled to himself innocently , walked over the vegetables section and picked some white onions plus green one too , carrot and cucumber .
And that’s all for today’s dishes .
Since that day , seungcheol didn’t come to his apartment and he didn’t text him or anything , also he didn’t met him by coincidence in the neighborhood , Jeonghan wonder if he’s gonna met him again ?!
It looks like he won’t meet him anymore .
He nibbled his bottom lips , shook his head soon and smiled back again .
He can’t be all depressed again because of a straight man for the second time , yes he cannot , he doesn’t need man ..
He tried convincing himself that although he needed it so much , to be held by a man , loved and living like any other couples , hanging around , he just need someone’s care and warmth .
A love that his parents didn't give him , he suffered of loneliness since ever he remembers , they were always too busy .
The younger snapped back when his phone rang , he looked at screen where mingyu’s Picture came .
He smiled a little before picking up .
“ Hey little kitten , you at home ?!”
Jeonghan placed the tomato bottle on trolley .
“ No , I’m at store , come by and help with the bags .”
Mingyu smiled softly .
” Okay , i’ll Be here in five mintues .”
with that the call ended , hopefully he came so fast there cause he was near his home , Mingyu saw him having hard time bringing some snacks from up on shelf so he brought to him .
“Thanks , by the way gyu , tomorrow is Christmas eve , won’t you go to your family ?!”
Mingyu rubbed the back off his head as he walk by jeonghan’s Side .
“ is it already that time of the year ?!”
He sighed .
“ Well , I guess I have too or else they’ll bother me , what about you ? Wanna come with me ?!”
Jeonghan looked away there , trying as hard as he could to not show how he’s sad at the moment .
“ I-I will stay at home ..” He rubbed his arm as he said so .
“ I can’t leave you alone Hannie , come with me like last year , you’ll enjoy , also my parents want to see you .”
Jeonghan smiled there .
“ T-thank you gyu ~.”
He walked off towards different section , Mingyu sighed there as he looked at his friend .
“ He’s so stubborn , I wanna take him to change some air and have fun ...”
Once they get back home , Mingyu went to take bath , Jeonghan start cooking innocently , cutting vegetables as his though were somewhere else again .
“ I-I wish to go and visit my parents ..b-but they won’t be happy to see their gay son .”
He murmured to himself , nibbled his bottom lips .
Choose not to think about it anymore so
In kitchen 💕
Mingyu were eating very eagerly there while Jeonghan barely eating his plate , Kept moving the pasta by his fork while really not eating .
Mingyu looked at the shrimp covered with cheese , took it by the fork and eat it there before at the delicious taste .
“ You cooked this so well Hannie , i’m so impressed .”
Jeonghan smiled softly .
“ Thanks , I-I just followed recipe on Instagram.”
Mingyu finally looked towards him , saw his plate still as it is .
“ I know that your appetite are bad but at least eat a little .” Mingyu seem like he’ll yell at him , Jeonghan pouted .
“ B-But I suddenly don’t feel like eating .” Mingyu went over and sat next his friend .
“ Here open your mouth ..”
Jeonghan flushed .
“ W-Wait no , I can eat by myself —-.” He start feeding him without words , Jeonghan’s Welcoming the pasta innocently , felt his heart softened at his beloved friend .
He really take care of him so well .
They spended the night watching movies , eating snacks , drinking a little but for Mingyu he drank too much and slept like dead on sofa , Jeonghan brought him the warm blanket and covered him well as he giggled at the way mingyu’s mouth’s part .
“ He really drank a lot .”
He pouted , saw all the beers he drank , start to throw empty cans and finished snacks before he himself head back to his bedroom , went to the bathroom before heading to bed and sleeping soundly , in this cold snowing Christmas night .
Next day in afternoon 1:20 🌨☃️
He wake up to the sound of Mingyu talking on phone , sit up there , went out to see him packing up some stuff on his black backpack .
“ A-are you leaving now?!”
Mingyu looked over , heart clinching though , bite his bottom lips as he couldn't help walking over the pale beautiful angelic younger .
“ Yeah , didn’t you change your mind of coming with me ?!”
Jeonghan looked away as Mingyu caressed his cheek .
“ I-I will be fine alone , I can watch movies all day hehe ..” he tried looking happily in front of his friend .
Mingyu looked to him , feeling concerned already.
“ Then i’ll Be back quickly tomorrow morning okay ?!”
Jeonghan shook his head .
“ No gyu , please enjoy being with your family , I said i’ll Be fine alone , b-beside , I might just do the house chores and some stuff .”
Mingyu t
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