The Final Boss :: BTS
Twenty-One :: A JYP Survival ShowHe can't lose. Everything is riding on this one performance and he can't lose.
Logically of course, he could. He's lost before and this could easily be an exact repeat of that previous failure. But unlike last time there won't be another chance to redeem himself.
So Haesol gets straight to work. He's been practicing a few songs during his break from the show and it's just a matter of deciding which will best serve to showcase his vocal abilities.
The hardest part is his opponent. If he was against someone with lighter vocals it would be a cinch to select a moody ballad and blow them out of the water, but he and Jude have very similar styles of singing. Which means that overall popularity will be a much heavier factor than it might have been against anyone else.
And so maybe he is, just a little bit, panicking.
Jude has been either first or second place since the second round of rankings, while Haesol has been stuck training behind the scenes, desperately hoping to claw his way back into the competition through the rescue rounds.
And sure, he's succeeded, but against Doc and Byunjae. With no offense intended towards either he really doesn't think that's anything to write home about.
So how much of a chance does he really stand against Jude? None. None at all.
But he can't lose. And so he buckles down with one of his English songs - bilingualism should get him some popularity points - and pracitices like his life depends on it.
He can hear the others passing outside the room, getting food or rest, but he remains fully focused. This is his final chance and he can't waste it.
So he spends all twelve hours working, keeping his vocal chords warmed up and drilling the song until he can hear it echoing in his brain over and over.
Finally someone knocks on his door, and he realizes that time is up.
Jude peers into the room. "Hey, we're heading to the theatre."
Well that was the last person he wanted to see. But Haesol can be professional when it's called for, so he simply nods and slings his guitar across his back.
The two walk silently down the otherwise empty halls, awkward tensions looming between them. Finally Jude speaks.
"Good luck today."
"Yeah." The pause is a bit longer than it should be. "You too."
Jude hesitates and then looks at him directly. He opens his mouth to say something, hesitates, and then closes it, turning back towards the hallway.
Haesol blinks. Well that was odd. In the time he's known Jude the latter has always been annoyingly good at knowing exactly what to say in any situation no matter how strange or uncomfortable. But apparently even he isn't sure how to approach this.
It actually makes Haesol feel a bit better. If Jude is nervous about facing him, then maybe he has a shot after all.
And whatever happens, it will all be over soon. That at least is a bit of good news.
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