changes
Description
onew flicked the needle in his hand, held it up to arm which he had banded to see his veins more easily.
but before he pushed the plunger down, he had a thought.
’what would it take... to feel again...?’
Foreword
if you had caught him two years earlier, man, the difference you would have seen.
jinki was a man who had it all.
a successful career. a stable home. a loving partner. happiness.
he had nothing to complain about.
until one by one, everything he had started getting stripped away.
a successful career. a stable home. a loving partner. happiness.
a stable home. a loving partner. happiness.
a loving partner. happiness.
a loving partner.
.
and eventually, he found a new all to have.
pills. powder. spirits. numbness. worthlessness.
he had begun living with his eyes half open.
his days were defined by finding his next high.
that is what he’d been for months now.
every damn day.
he flicked the needle in his hand, held it up to arm which he had banded to see his veins more easily.
but before he pushed the plunger down, he had a thought.
’what would it take... to feel again...?’
.
he’s been thinking about some changes.
.
.
.
.
TW for substance abuse and addiction.
story inspiration: lauv - changes
(i do not own the song)
listen to it before or while reading :)
junkie!jinki, onho
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