“yuri” jessica said, she’s surprise to see yuri there standing in front of her

she don’t remember giving yuri a call, while on the other hand tiffany is just looking at yuri with a gape, she’s with a double surprise

first jessica accidentally kissed her and second yuri is there and she don’t know if yuri saw everything, but looking at yuri’s expression, one thing she’s sure of yuri is mad and jealous

jessica suddenly losses her drunkenness and return back to her senses

what did just happened?

I accidentally kissed tiffany and now yuri is here

Yuri quickly grabs jessica’s wrist and pulls her passing through the crown, tiffany is just looking at jessica while being drag by yuri, she wants to help her friend but something is stopping her to do so

Right now yuri doesn’t mind if jessica will trip or bump into someone, she’s feeling jealous at the same time mad

Yuri can’t help but to feel used and thinking everything is planned, she wants to ask jessica everything that haapened a while ago, she wants to clear things up before she go away from jessica

“yuri, let go of me!” jessica said as she is still being drag by yuri to go outside the bar

“yuri where are you taking me? Your hurting my wrist!” jessica protested as she tries to free her wrist from yuri

yuri then stops at her track, she pulls jessica and pushes and pins jessica to the wall, they are somewhere far from the bar, the place looks like an alley yuri and jessica is the only people there

“kwon yuri, what are you doing?” jessica said avoiding yuri’s stare

“tell me jessica, is tiffany the reason?” yuri asked jessica with seriousness in her tone, that scene she saw a while ago, makes the hurt she’s feeling doubled

yuri can tolerate those hurtful words jessica told her even those times whe she saw jessica flirting with other guys but that scene she saw where jessica kissed tiffany, she cant help but to be jealous

yuri knows she’s being selfish now and to start off jessica is not even hers for her to act this way but because of frustration and everything happening to her she can’t help feeling like that.

And seeing jessica kissed another person makes her feelings worst

“jessica answer me!” yuri said it quite loud making jessica look at her

“it’s none of your business yuri” jessica replied back, she’s trying to figure out why yuri is acting like this

yuri didn’t act like this when I’m flirting with other guys before but with that just accidental kiss with tiffany a while ago, this is definitely a first

“none of my business?” yuri said gritting her teeth

jessica tries again to escape from yuri by pushing her off, making yuri back off a little, but before jessica can run, yuri already grabs her wrist and push her again against the wall

yuri hold jessica’s chin, making jessica look at her

jessica is a little puzzled at what yuri is doing

yuri make jessica look at her, she stares at jessica’s dark brown eyes, jessica can’t help but to stare back, yuri’s eyes is full of sadness and she’s feeling guilty of everything she had done to yuri

but what yuri is doing right now is not right, jessica was about to slap yuri's hand off her chin but before she do that yuri’s face moves closer to her, she can feel yuri’s slow breath on her face

“jessica, tell me that you love me, like how you say it when you are drunk”

yuri I love you

jessica badly wants to tell the truth to yuri, but this happening right now is not right

she holds the hand yuri is using to hold her chin and was about to push it off but before she did that yuri had already closed the gap between them

jessica’s eyes grew wide she can’t believe yuri is kissing her, first it was only a soft kiss but yuri started to move her lips but jessica is just keeping close, then yuri started to kiss her jaws down to her neck

this is not right, what if the spies see this, push yuri away now

yuri then takes her hand off jessica’s chin and placed it on jessica’s back, continuing to kiss jessica’s neck

why is jessica not pushing me away?

Yuri then goes back at jessica’s lips this time jessica is kissing yuri back

Jessica’s mind is telling her to push yuri, to slap her but her mind and heart tells the opposite

it took yuri by surprise when jessica started to kiss her back, not caring for air anymore she deepens the kiss and so is jessica

before jessica got lost with yuri kissing her, she suddenly remembers what her brother told her

jessica you can’t be with yuri

her parents might disown her if they found out that you accepted her

everything you have right now, in just a snap will be taken away by her parents

jessica opens her eyes and harshly pushes yuri away and slaps yuri’s face

yuri back off from jessica and holds her right cheek

jessica covered , tears is threatening fall from her eyes, she started to walk away

yuri chased jessica

“jessica” yuri grabs jessica’s wrist and spun her around, jessica is not looking at her

“now jessica tell me you don’t love me” yuri said

is yuri just testing me?

Why did she have to kiss me like that?

And why did I kissed her back?

“jessica, look at me and tell me that you don’t love me”

I have to end this now

Jessica takes her hand that is covering and faces yuri

“how many times do I have to tell it to you yuri?”

“but your action a while ago, says something else” yuri said with a little hope that jessica takes back every thing she said before and tells her she love her

“I don’t love you yuri, now let go of me!@” jessica tries to free her wrist from yuri, but yuri’s grip makes it impossible to do so

“if you son’t love me jessica, look straight in my eyes and say it” yuri said while pulling jessica close to her

I love you yuri

Jessica moves her head and looks straight into yuri’s eyes her tears are starting to fall

“I don’t love you, yuri”

yuri feels hopeless, she’s really giving up now, she’s slowly letting go of jessica’s wrist

tears are also starting to fall from her eyes

“okay, this will be the last time your going to see me jessica, good-bye”

yuri turns her back from jessica and tears started to flow freely from her eyes, she can’t hold it back anymore

no yuri please don’t go, don’t leave me

jessica looks back at yuri, who is slowly drifting away from her, finally now she can say that her job is done

yuri had already cross the road and goes inside her car

jessica is in tears right now, she feels helpless, she wants to take back everything she said to yuri

“jessi!” tiffany waves her hand and calls the attention of jessica, jessica is not looking at her but at the girl who is now entering her car

“it’s yuri”

tiffany started to walk to jessica’s direction, she can see that jessica is crying so she fasten her pace and hugs her best friend

“jessi, please don’t cry” tiffany consoles her

“fany, she…yuri I think I will never see her again, I don’t want he rto go” jessica said between her sobs

“sica?”

“yunho oppa” tiffany saw jessica’s brother approaching them

jessica let go from the hug and started to wipe her tears

“tiffany, what happened to jessica?” yunho looks at tiffany and then holds jessica’s arm, tiffany doesn’t know what to say

“I want to go home now oppa” jessica frees her arm from her brother and starts to walk yunho follows his sister leaving tiffany behind

jessica stops from walking and looks back at tiffany

“fany, do you need a ride back to you place?”

yunho also looks at tiffany and ask the same question

tiffany nods and follows the two

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“did you cry sica?” yunho looks at jessica from the rear view mirror of his car

jessica didn’t answer her brothere’s question and just looks outside the window

yunho then looks at tiffany who is sitting beside jessica

“tiffany, did sica cry?”

tiffany is also looking at the window thinking of the incident earlier at the bar, but her thoughts got distracted by yunho’s question to her

“uhm”

“oppa, can you please just drive, I’m really tired” jessica suddenly said trying to get out of the question of her brother

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yuri drives back to her apartment

her face is drenched with tears, her heart is crushed

“I’m really am tired of this…”

her memory is flooded by the moments she’s with jessica before

from the first time she saw her

jessica’s sweet smile

jessica’s warm hands every time jessica would hold hers

jessica’s voice and those days they spend happily

that smile

yuri stops her car to the side of the road, her grip to the steering wheel tightens, remembering jessica’s smile to her breaks her heart more, that smile of jessica that always gives her hope, the reason why she fall to jessica and puts her in a good mood now is the reason why her heart breaks

all those hurtful words from jessica that she learned to endure before is coming bact to her

I should have listen, I should have stop, now everything is too late and I’m regretting everything I did for her

I quitted my job, gave up my dream just to be with her hoping that she’ll give me a chance, but look what she did to me, I really am a jerk, a stupid person fooled and blinded by love, I even broke yoona’s heart

I’d rather go back to America, I need to run away from her



I don’t want to see her again…

-tbc-