Wild Impulsive
Description
"I don't understand you" I blurted out in an annoyed voice "You say you don't know what to do with your life anymore, so you just decided to join some company and try luck in something you totally are bad for? But then you say it is the thing you are best at? And then you just run away from it because you are sick of all the bull you get to do?" The explanation he just gave made no sense and the vague way he talked was getting in my nerves
"I am just...not good at anything I try to do" he said "It's not like a rich pampered boy would ever understand how it works for peasants like me"
"It just doesn't make sense! You should express yourself better, otherwise no one would ever be able to understand you, regardless of their socioeconomic position!" I gritted
"However...it's not like I want someone to understand my frustration" the boy hissed
Foreword
Henry Lau had a quite healthy childhood. He had a hard-working dad and although her mom divorced his dad, she also cared for him.
Though Henry finds it though to interact with people, he has difficulties when it comes to speaking, also he sometimes thinks of himself as a very boring, routine-lover boy. He doesn't like experimenting, he doesn't like talking ro people, he can't read between lines, he can't feel empathy for no one, and is really difficult for him to look right in the yes of someone. He sometimes would drown himselfinto his own world, locking the entrance for everybody else. That doesn't prohibit him from having a really high self-confidence.
Donghae, in the other hand, has a very low confidence in himself, he would often think that he has no virtues, even for the thing he loves the most: performing on a stage. Be it in singing, dancing, or playing an instrument, or just talking to an audience, he would feel happy, but at the same time uncomfortable because people might notice his lack of talent. That's why he decides to run away from the life has has led, right before a few weeks of his debut as an idol
((Also, I happen to have posted this story a while ago on henhaelove's livejournal community, so if you see it roaming around there, I am the same writer!! ^^
English is not my native language, so sorry for the typos and grammar mistakes! Enjoy))
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