Marriage
Love between unmatched
THE WEDDING DAY
It was morning and Jinki entered his room looking dejected and tired. he spent the whole night on the terrace . His heart was breaking in sorrow and a storm was running in his mind that perhaps today he would lose Jonghyun forever.
But this pain suddenly disappeared when he came inside and found Jonghyun sleeping down by the sofa . His face lit up with a faint smile on his lips. He quietly approached the sleeping Jonghyun and sat down. he gazed up and found that Jonghyun looked very tired and sad, although he was sleeping but the tension and sadness inside him was clearly visible on his face.
Jinki's brows frowned when he spotted dry traces of tears on Jonghyun's face. He worriedly ran his palm over his head. As soon as he touched him, Jonghyun's sleep broke and he slowly opened his eyes. Seeing Jinki in front of him, he got carried away with emotions.
Before Jinki could ask anything, Jonghyun rushed to his chest and hugged him tightly. Jinki was shocked, but automatically wrapped his arms around his tiny body .
" What happened? Are you okay? What's bothering you ?" He sweetly asked while ranking fingers through his pink soft hairs
" Where were you ? " Jonghyun asked in muffled voice whilst keeping his face buried into his chest.
" I was ... that's not important, what's the matter? You cried last night? " He asked gently in deep voice,
Jonghyun slowly apart from him and stared up at him with deep and water filled eyes. Jinki's heart was restless again to see that sight. Jonghyun could see that his tears bothered other too much .
He sighed heavily and controlled himself from crying. " Today... Today I'm going to be married. You aren't supposed to be here now , why you still here ?" He asked in low voice and gazed at Jinki questioned
Jinki's heart shattered when Jonghyun asked him . Tears filled in his eyes and he felt himself broken inwardly. He stood up and turned his back at Jonghyun as tears rolled down on his cheeks .
Jonghyun followed him , he grabbed Jinki by shoulders and made him face to face again.
" Aren't you feeling tempered ? Aren't you angry? Your ego hurted by me , aren't you going to lash out at me ? You're failed because of my stubbornness aren't you gonna vent your anger on me? This is what you always do right? What happened today, why you're so clam ... You're not feeling anything at all ? Why ? " He shook him and asked but Jinki remained silent and clam
" Why are you slient ? You gave up ? Right? You don't love me anymore ... " He asked little louder
" I love you , and I'm gonna love only you for rest of my life. " Jinki interrupted suddenly and spoke in firm voice, giving Jonghyun goosebumps and chills by his words and deep gaze
His breath hitched as he heard those words, his heart beats increased . He put himself together again and asked again. " If you still love me then why are you seems okay with my marriage with someone else. Why you're not stopping me ? Grab me Jinki in your brutal grip, pin me harshly onto wall , leave your handprints onto my body , hurt me Jinki like you used to " He whispered while looking straight into older one's wet wide eyes
Jinki was remained clam and felt guilty while he remembered his curel behaviour with Jonghyun, he always treated Jonghyun and manhandled him always like he wanted. He was ashamed of himself and his so cold manly moves .
" I hurted you too much , I don't deserve your forgiveness right? Now when I reflected myself in past ...I was heartless and brutal person. You made right decision by marrying Minho . He loves you , Never hurt you , always make you feel safe. " Tears leaked out from his eyes and throat swelled up as turmoil of emotions hits him hard .
Jonghyun also started crying, he put his hands over Jinki's chest and pushed him back . " Why are you calm ? Show me your real identity? Come on ...you love showing your powers on me right? Bring it on ... " He said in provocative manner and continued pushing Jinki back until they both fell down on bed with Jonghyun top of him
They stared into each other eyes for some seconds, Jonghyun's hands slide up to grab Jinki's coller . " You let me be someone else's right on your watch? You gave up? Answer me Jinki ? " Jonghyun asked while tightening his hold onto his coller , his tears sliding down and falling onto Jinki's cheeks .
Jinki heart torn apart, he couldn't tolerate seeing Jonghyun crying and in pain . He cupped Jonghyun's red cheeks into his plams and looked at him lovingly deeply
" Because I love you , I deeply love you . If you wanna marry Minho then I will support you . I will leave here but after seeing your marriage. It will hurt me too much but I would make sure you live rest of your life happily and smilingly. If you regret afterwards even then I'm willing to support you . I might sound foolish and crazy, but I want to be with you not only in all your good deeds and bad deeds too . Because you're my passion, you're my love , you're with me in my heart always. If you want me to disappeared ......I will be for your happiness."
Jonghyun felt nothing but only Jinki after hearing that . Now he was completely sure that Jinki truly loves him so much and will never leave his side. His all doubts all insecurities flew away and he felt urge to surrender all himself to the man he love , Jinki .
Jinki couldn't read Jonghyun's expression and face . He was stunned and frozen up as pair of hot and soft lips attached to his dry lips. His eyes fluttered at the closed eyes Jonghyun deeply kissing him . Tears precked out of his eyes when he realised Jonghyun was crying into kissing
His cold fingers lifted his hem of shirt and slided palm onto bare hot skin of Jonghyun's who shivered up on top of him and broke the kiss .
Their teary eyes met and Jonghyun's fingers caressed his cheeks lovingly. Jinki lost control and couldn't suppress his need and desires more . He grabbed Jonghyun's waist and turned them over, now Jonghyun's back pressing into bed while Jinki got top over him .
He started showering Jonghyun with kisses and sweet peaks , he again brought their lips together and slipped his tongue inside Jonghyun's wet hot mouth. The feelings and emotions they felt for each other made them cry again. It was long time when they kissed and today kissing reminded them how much they missed each other. How much they were carving for each other
Jinki pulled out from kissing and buried his face into Jonghyun's neck . They kept crying as Jonghyun brought his hands over Jinki's back and pulled him even closer until no space left between their bodies.
" I missed you , I want you , I love you Jonghyun... Don't marry with Minho . Stay with me I beg you. I can't live without you " Jinki cried whilst keep pressing lips onto Jonghyun's pale soft skin
Jinki pulled apart from his neck and stared down at him with dark hungry eyes, he tried his best to suppress his desires and needs but they way Jonghyun was looking at him with hooded half opened eyes , looking so hot and submissive under him like this , making him loosing his mind . He himself shivered at the things he want to do to Jonghyun.
He took Jonghyun's lips into his mouth, kissing him deep and hard. His sences filled with Jonghyun as petit man moaned into his mouth. Lust took over his mind completely, his palms were inside Jonghyun's shirt , roaming wherever they could reach .
" Aahh ...Jinki .." Jonghyun moaned out louder as Jinki pulled out from his mouth and started kissing base of neck . He didn't stop Jinki when other's fingers undone upper three buttons of his shirt and revealed his skin more .
His one shoulder was exposed now , giving him even y look . Jinki was so driven, his mouth was attached at the spot between Jonghyun's neck and shoulder , the smooth skin
" Jinki .. Aahh .." Jonghyun gripped Jinki's hairs into his fingers and Whined needy, they both were feeling hot and bothered and wanted to end every distance between them and their bodies
Jinki kept kissing and Jonghyun's skin ,took it as silent permission when other didn't pushed him away and didn't gave any single sign to stop him instead gripped his hairs desperately and pulled him even closer whilst his name .
Suddenly the sound of door opening and the sound of footsteps forced them to separate from each other. They were stunned and shocked , their throat went dry to see Minho , Kibum , Taemin, Mr. and Mrs. Kim with wide eyes and gaped mouth . Jinki got off from bed and Jonghyun quickly button up his shirt and got off from bed as well .
Their heads bowed down in shame, Jonghyun was too embarassed and ashamed while Jinki was also not in a better condition than him. None of them let out a single word as they stood up like culprits infront of all members. Didn't daring to lift up their eyes.
Minho was dressed up nicely with desiner stylish suit. Other members also all dressed up nicely. Seeing them prepared like this Jonghyun remembered that today's his wedding day, realisation hits him hard and he thought if he could disappeared from there right away.
" What's going on? " Mr. Kim came forward and asked in anger and loud voice
Jonghyun's heart pounded in fear and he shivered at his father's anger . Jinki quickly gazed at him worried , he wanted to cuddle Jonghyun and clam him down so badly but he couldn't.
" Answer Jjong , we caught you red handed on bed in hot lip locking session with our guest and buisness partner when today you supposed to get married with Minho . What the is this ? " Mr. Kim raised his voice while approaching closer to Jonghyun
" And you ..." Mrs. Kim turned at Jinki and snapped
" We treated you as like family member and always see you as like my son . And you were trying to get Jjong into bed under you , how ungrateful act ...I never can imagine a man like you could keep dirty eyes on my Son " She asked to Jinki , displeasure was clearly visible on theirs faces
Jonghyun's voice got stuck in his throat and Jinki felt guilty listening to the woman's bitter words. Their heart beats increased in ominous feeling and fear .
Taemin stepped forward at Jonghyun with serious face. He put hands over hips and stared at him in displeasure expressions.
" Are you gonna stay mute? We all were excited and happy for today's event .We came prepared and were waiting for you to came down too , but you didn't ? We were worried for your well-being , we were so tensed and searched you everywhere , and you ..you were ... underneath of him.... about to have with Minho's business partner ...Such a shameful act " Taemin disgusted and threw up
" Seriously Jonghyun, what the is this ? All time you acted that you dislike Jinki Hyung, you fooled us and Minho . How could you do that with Minho? You tricked your best friend and finance. It's always the inocent looking ones " Key also joined Taemin as he spat anger on Jonghyun whilst crossing his arms over chest
Seeing Jonghyun shaking and crying sliently Jinki couldn't endure more . He was clam and slient due to the guilt he was feeling but couldn't remain silent as Taemin and Key's onslaught of bitter words surrounds Jonghyun
" Do not put all blame on him , I was include too. Infact I forced him to ...."
" Shut the up !" Before Jinki could complete suddenly Minho interrupted him in angered fill voice and gaze .
Jinki lowered his eyes as taller one approached closer to him .
" Listen Minho , Jonghyun is not in fault . I was the one ...." He started but Minho grabbed him by coller angrily and stared straight into his eyes with his deep fuming gaze
" You backstabbed me, I gave you so much respect , I saw you like an elder brother , like my ideal, trusted you like a blind devotee. But you showed treachery, Taking advantage of my trust, kept lustfully gazing at my fiancee...how ert and unloyal you are trying to get into Jonghyun's pant and ...
" Minho stop saying dirty things to him ... please.." Suddenly a weak plead came out of Jonghyun's mouth, he was practically sobbing while erting his ears by palms .
Taemin and Kibum rolled their eyes as they saw how this is hurting Jonghyun when Minho vent anger on Jinki . " Defending each other huhh? Seems like you guys are into each other from long time? how long have you two been having an affair? " Key asked with frowned brows
Minho's raged filled big eyes fell onto Jonghyun , he freed Jinki and turned at him instead ,It's took lot of power from Jinki to stay still and didn't stop Minho from moving at Jonghyun. Ofcourse he was at fault clearly, Minho must be so angry and have every right to question them.
The smaller man shivered up as he found his best friend and fiancee infront of him with expression of hurt by betrayal. He refused to making eye contact with taller one and lowered his head
" Removes blocks from your ears Jjong . You have to listen your dirty moves . He wasn't that closer but you ...you know what you meant to me. I ing loved you , And you cheated on me ...."
" I didn't..just ..." Jonghyun started in crying but tremble suddenly as taller one interrupted him in dangerous anger
" You dare to give excuses huhh ? " Minho raised his voice and grabbed him by shoulders
" Min.." Jonghyun whimpered in little voice at this harsh grip , he never seen Minho that angry.
Jinki clenched his fists and gritted his teeth to stop his anger from bursting out when he saw Jonghyun in pain.
" Tell me Jonghyun , do you like him? Don't you want to marry me? You really love me or it was just pretending..." Minho asked angrily, eyes burning in anger and hurt .
" I love you Minho you know that. How can you assume that I pretended...'"
" Because I was about to marry you but found you under another man , middle of hot make out session .. I'm not idiot Jonghyun. You were desperate under him when he was your mouth... What should I call you Huhh , a cheater , a traitor or a "
Jonghyun eyes wideded and mouth gaped in shock not because of Minho said filthy words to him , but because a flying punch was landed on Minho's jaw. He gasped when he found intolerant and angry Jinki infront of him .
Taemin and Key also gasped in shock as Minho touched his fingers where Jinki punched him .
" You shouldn't cross limits, I would not listen dirty words for Jonghyun. " Jinki warned Minho in deep dangerous voice and dark gaze
" Jinki ..." Jonghyun whispered in low voice, Jinki's anger melted down as this fearfilled voice dropped off into his ears . He took deep breath and calm himself down immediately.
" I'm sorry Minho , it was an heated moment. If you're hurt then you can punch me back in , I won't stop you . But please don't use vulgar language for Jonghyun, please " Jinki requested while keeping his head down again
Jonghyun breath in relaxation, but suddenly a whimpered sound ripped off his lips as Minho gripped his wrist painful tightly and started dragging him out of room They all were shocked and taken aback at unexpected move, but followed them to see what Minho's was going to do .
" Min ...What are you doing ? where are you taking me? It's hurting me Min .. please" Jonghyun asked but taller one didn't payed any attention on him and dragged him down to upstairs forcefully and stopped at hall room .
Jinki, Key, Taemin, Mr. And Mrs. Kim also followed them , they all watched Minho in questioned gaze and nervously waiting for his impending decision.
Jonghyun leaved a heavy breath as taller man freed his hand and moved at round big table . Minho picked up papers from glass table and again approached to Jonghyun.
" Min .." Smaller man asked cluelessly
" This is our marriage papers, if you want to prove your love then marry me right now . Sign the papers" Minho demanded, looking very serious and angry
Jonghyun was shocked and widened eyed . He looked at all members who looking back at him with curious gaze , only Jinki was saddened and restless as like him .
" What's up with this shocked look huhh ? You remember your promise? You gave me your words that if you try to run from marriage this time then I can marry you forcibly" Minho reminded him
" Minho ,, I ..I gave that promise when I was mentally unstable, I was ..." Jonghyun tried to put his point in weak voice
" I don't care , I was so serious and stable that time and today too . I meant that when I said I will marry you . I already signed and I want to you to sign them as well ... right now " Minho declared his decision and Jonghyun was stunned at his completely new personality. This wasn't his Minho . His Minho understand him more then he understand himself.
He shook his head, tears rolled down on his pink cheeks . He was in dilemma. He looked over his parents but they seemed totally standing with Minho . Then his wet eyes met with Jinki's.
Jinki sighed sadly, he couldn't stop Minho even he wanted to , Jonghyun didn't forgave him yet and it was true that Jonghyun gave his words to Minho , he himself was witnessed of that . If Jonghyun once call him for help he will do anything for him , but first Jonghyun has to admit that he love only Jinki .
" Sign the papers Jjong " Minho raised his voice and threw the paper in Jonghyun's hands
" I can't ..I really can't... I'm sorry Minho , I'm so sorry" It was then he fell onto his knees and cried openly
It was too much to Jinki's tolerance. He run and took Jonghyun into his embrace. " I tried a lot to stop you, pleaded in front of you, begged you not to do this but you were very stubborn." Jinki whispered in sore throat while moving his palm onto Jonghyun's back
Jonghyun gripped his shirt tightly and shed tears in torment . " I
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