Yo!
Hello everyone! Happy April! It's been a long while. I dunno what's happening now. I'm kinda struggling now. I sold some of my KPOP merchs due to financial reason but I wasn't able to send the items to the ones who bought it because I'm stressed and depressed now. There's a major problem in my health now and I'm so scared that it will affect my life so hard. I'm so scared that I wouldn't be able to provide for my family if this illness get worst. I can't even get active on Twitter like I used to since I don't want my close mutuals to pity me for what I have right now. Maybe some of you knows me on Twitter, it's fine. People rarely reads my blogs here. I just wanna let this out. I wanna be cured and be able to do the things I want to do. I'm doing some writing but some of it are depressing. I try my best to write updates for my fic and work on my DARAGON fic. If you can, send me some encouraging words. Tell me that I will be okay. I just need those words right now since most of the people around me sees me as a strong person but really, I am not. I need encourgements too. To know that someone cares. Ugggh. Sorry for being dramatic. You choose to read this blog so deal with my dramatics. Anyway, I hope you are well. I hope there is someone checking on you. I hope you are healthy. Smile. The world has so many things to offer.
God bless.
Your crazy author,
Shai
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