My life
So basically my life is miserable. I can't take it anymore. Almost everyday I wanna die. My family basically treats me like trash. Even when I try to do something right I'm always compared to people who are prettier than me, smarter than me and more responsible than me. Almost everyday I always feel the same pain. Even when I have a good day, at the end of the day it's horrible.
My horrible life didn't start recently, it started when I was a kid. My family just wants a perfect kid. And since I'm the middle child, I'm not perfect so I disappoint my parents about everything I do. My mom always fat shames me and telling me to lose weight everything. In my head I said to myself, "I'm sorry I can't change the way I am. This is just the way I am. Nothing can change it." And when I couldn't take it anymore I told her everything about what I felt but still she still fat shames me and doesn't think about what she's saying. What she doesn't know is that I've tried to kill myself bc of what she's saying. I know I'm still alive but I've tried it before it just didn't work as it supposed to
Have you ever felt like you don't belong to a family that hurts you so much? Well I have. Sometimes I just want to run away from everything. I just want a normal life. If I had a chance to change something in my life, it would be my family. I don't care if I'm poor or rich. I just want to live a happy life for once in my life. The only time I felt happy is with my friends and my grandpa who just happened to be dead for 8 years
So basically that is my story. My life is miserable.
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