I HATE INTERNET!
I seriously think the most hateful, rude, and annoying people in the WORLD come and attack me fore stating my opinion---so I'm a quiet person in real life. Like I don't say much, I'm an introvert, and SUPER shy and awkward around strangers.
The internet is where I can be free. I was asked once: "Why do I write"? My answer was: "It's the only way to let go of my emotions and feel at peace". So there's definitely a lot of sad endings and angsty things I write sometimes.
I feel like I can't do anything. I have no friends and no friend in the real world, either. I have a problem with trusting people and when I open up...I get kind of ignored. I don't know if people mean to...but...yeah lol. I only have a few good internet friends whom mean the world to me <3
So here I am at 2:44am writing down my sorrows while listening to SHINee's "DxDxD". Man, if I didn't have SHINee, God, and my family--I would be a wreck.
I'm kinda hurting right now and very sad and angry...so yeah. I really want to quit! GET ME AWAY FROM TWITTER!! I want to LEAVE THE INTERNET!! Just get away from it all...the haters...the people that curse and say hurtful things...all of it.
I'm tempted to stop writing, stop my blog, stop everything. But, of course, I won't. My blog (which is about SHINee) is my happiness retreat. Stories (which aren't good) and Twitter...on the other hand...I might quit. I don't know...we'll see...
-T4L
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