A/N: So, due to demand from the peoples I have decided to write daehyuns p.o.v on things it will start from when the where on the radio show (where hyorin is singing) and on from there. Now im not promising this will be too terribly long, just his insight during the events which were occuring. Anyways, enjoy ^^ and sorry if its horrible >w<;

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I sat listening to hyorin sing this cursed song, her voice I used to find alluring now it just seems bittersweet to my ears, almost like a warhead candy. 'Finally its over' I thought silently exhaling a sigh of relief. I felt someone nudge me. It was zelo.

"Hey, hyung. Wasn't her voice great, it fit the song so well and you could feel all the emotions through it, also throught the show I noticed she kept looking at you. Do you guys know each other, does she like you, hey hyung, hyuuuung"

I almost felt a vein pop inside of my head. I swear this boy can talk just as fast as he raps. Sighing for the second time I replied with short anwsers in sequential order. "Yeah, I heard. Was she? Meh, I dont know" then I looked over towards hyorins jacket and heard the crumpling of paper from my pocket 'I wrote this 1 week ago in advance, no ones paying attention, we're on break so this is the perfect chance' I reassured myself quickly but carefully slipping the note into her jackets pocket. I put my music in keeping my head down until the radio show finally ended. 'Thank god' I inwardly thought being the first one up.

"Ahh~! That was a great time, we should have more schedules like that" All my member had stated in agreement while I just stayed silent the whole ride thinking of what her reaction'll be from that note. She's already heard on that show that im now dating IU but no, I cearly stated to hyorin I have no more feelings for her in a poemy type way. There are no lingering feelings whatsoever......Right? I lover IU now.......Right?

Pan To 10:30 in the morning B.A.P practice room.

"Um, I'm looking for a Mr. Jung Daehyu. Some lady had dropped off a note for him." The front desk lady I think her name is Gaerin barged in for this special announcment. The other members had groaned.

"Why does he always get the fanmail" the grumbled silently in their little corner. I chuckled accepting the not and waving good bye to Gaerin. I just stared at it for a couple of minutes un aware of the moments that were taking place at my absence. It was a very nicely papered  envelope pink with small blue red and yellow birds flying to the same tree, it also had hot pink vertical lines in contrast to the very pretty pink background. Carefully I opened and unfolded it. The more I scanned the more I began to frown out of sadness.

Dear Daehyun,

I cannot express my feelings of how much I still love you, how much I want to hold you in my arms while you do the same. You made me feel safe...But I broke that bond of trust we had. I want to apologize for that. I hurt you in a way that was never intended in the first place but a spur of the moment stupid decision. Im stupid, Im a , and overall a bad person. I will take any name thrown at me. But I want you to know I hope that you and IU are happy together...Even after im gone. I want you to read this song I wrote. I hope you like it. I think it should be titled "Gone not around any longer":

                                                                            I didn’t know we would break up so easily

                                                                                     My tears won’t stop flowing

In my bathroom your toothbrush was here then gone
Your strong scent was here then gone
I just wanted to say that I love you
But your number is disconnected now

The pictures in the frame were here then gone
The hair you shed was here then gone

I walk the streets without thinking

and tears keep falling
 

I can’t breathe now that you’re now longer here
I can’t even stay because you aren’t with me
I am slowly dying but you’re not here
Anymore anymore anymore

I can’t smile because you’re no longer here
Because you’re not here
I hate seeing myself break down
Theres no longer anywhere for me to lean on now

Why am I withering away like a fool everyday?
Like a darkened flower, without you, I just
Keep saying it’s painful, sad, alone
I fall asleep again crying

I hate to see myself get drunk and stumble
Can’t fight with you even if I want to now
Because you’re gone, because you’re gone
I've got no one to talk to now

I can’t breathe now that you’re now longer here
I can’t even stay because you aren’t with me
I am slowly dying but you’re not here
Anymore anymore anymore

I can’t smile because you’re no longer here
Because you’re not here
I hate seeing myself break down
Theres no longer anywhere for me to lean on now

Because you are not you are not around any longer
Please come back to me.

Funny how people say your soulmate is the person who mends your broken heart, by simply giving you theirs but does a broken heart ever really mend? Hopefully after this yours will. I love you........................Goodbye.

towards the end my hands began to tremble and my body shook uncontroablly. Sobs periodically escaped my lips audibly. My members looked at me from the other side of the room like I was crazy. But if only they knew. I kept telling myself I didnt love her anymore, that she was only a buried deep withen my memories. But deep in my heart, feelings were still there. She was the first girl I truly loved, The song is truly beautiful. I wish I could have been the one to mend your heart. But after this, I feel like I wont see her anymore. So let me say this.

I love you also hyorin, I always have I just couldn't tell you. I wiped my eyes and something told me to turn on the news, I dont know why but I wish I hadn't because what I saw was grotesque. Hyorins, cold lifeless body zoomed in from a low quality camera. Her legs twisted in a way that should not be possible, a puddle of fresh blood leaking from under her body. Half of her face was basically gone. Her hair matted thick with her blood also. It was a sight no man should see. So I turned off the t.v crying in a ball just repeatdly saying over and over.

"I love you hyorin you're still beautiful to me"

Thats how in love I was. I just wish I would've realized it sooner, before it was too late.