tears are rolling down baekhyun's eyes as he stares at the boy lying next to him, i've betrayed him, but this is the best way to protect him. I'll leave quietly as if nothing happened, he'll get over me, over us, over what we had. Baekhyun tries gets up but a hand pulls him closer. "Chanyeol let go, i need to get dressed so we can go to school", baekhyun whined. Chanyeol doesnt listen but just holds him tighter, dont you dare leave me, he joked, but baekhyuns heart hurt, he knew this is exactly what was going to happen, but would chanyeol be able to live without him? baekhyun hugs chanyeol tighter with tears rolling down his cheeks, why can we be like this forever, ive never complained about anything all my life but this is too cruel, i wanna be by chanyeols side, eat together, bathe together, make love together, adopt babies, raise them together. i wanna kiss chanyeol like this every morning before he leaves for work, every night he comes back. i want to grow old with chanyeol. i should leave baekhyun thought, i should really leave but how can i imagine my life without chanyeol. "baekhyun, do you know you're a miracle in my life, ive never felt so lucky these 16 years of my life and im glad i met you, and fell in love with you, im glad out of all the people in the world my heart chose you to be my first love, please dont ever leave me, i dont know how i would live without you. I sound so strange right baekhyun, im sorry, but i dont think i can love anyone as much as i love you. baekhyun grabbed chanyeol face and pressed his lips against chanyeols and starts kissing him. after 10 minutes baekhyun pulls back grabs chanyeol and takes him to the bathroom. "what are you doing baekhyun?' what do think snapped baekhyun, we're going to shower together.