Day 42

 

12:49am

 

Susan 🐺: GOOD DAY EVERYTHING

 

Susan 🐺: AND TO MY DARLING

 

Susan 🐺: [to my future darling]

 

Susan 🐺: ahdjahshahshahaahaj

 

Susan 🐺: i fell asleep i guess i can't do staying up late now, and i got work 

 

12:54am

 

Susan 🐺: but coffee isn't there for no reason

 

Susan 🐺: QND monster 

 

Susan 🐺: ╮(＾▽＾)╭

 

1:00am

 

Susan 🐺: ANY WAY

 

Susan 🐺: where were we

 

Susan 🐺: what does being a middle child feels like??

 

Susan 🐺: ermmm 

 

Susan 🐺: ᕙ(☉ਊ☉)ᕗ

 

Susan 🐺: to be HONEST, my parents

 

Susan 🐺: WAIT. LMAO DIDN'T I JIST ADMIT IM A MIDDLE CHILD

 

1:07am

 

Susan 🐺: ok but yeah who cares

 

Susan 🐺: ok so YEHHHHH tbh mama and baba is really fair to us, they didn't make us feel that someone is a favorite, someone is being left out, yeh, like that

 

 Susan 🐺: tho there ARE times i feel really bad abt them favoring our youngest most of the time

 

1:10am

 

Susan 🐺: but it was it all my fault lmao

 

Susan 🐺:  WHEREEEEE ARE YOHHHHHH MY HONEEBUNCJ

 

Susan 🐺: sorry i fell asleep, working is tiring this season if im gonna be real

 

Susan 🐺: fawk eat

 

Susan 🐺: BABYYYY????

 

Seen 1:14am

 

Soojin: I'm here

 

Soojin: Baby your

 

1:15am

 

Susan 🐺: baby my asssss? (◕ᴗ◕✿)

 

Susan 🐺: ok susan goo goo ga ga

 

Susan 🐺: GQJDHWSJQHJSWJHW

 

Soojin: Aren't busy right now?

 

Susan 🐺: oh well idk there's no pending orders around this time hEhe

 

1:19am

 

Susan 🐺: OMYGOD

 

Soojin: WHAT

 

Susan 🐺: WHY DID YOU ASK THAT

 

Soojin: The what

 

Susan 🐺: if I'm busy

 

Susan 🐺: you'll take me somewhere?

 

Soojin: In your dreams

 

1:22am

 

Susan 🐺: and my dreams WERE YOU AND I ARE JUST MEANT TO BEEEEEEE SAY GOOD BYE SAY GOODBYE TO THE PAIN OF THE PASTTTT

 

Soojin: What the hell is that

 

Susan 🐺: my dreams

 

Susan 🐺: hehehe

 

Soojin: ಠ_ಠ

 

Susan 🐺: on serious note im not busy ok i'm studying 

 

Susan 🐺: no bookings today

 

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1:38am

 

Soojin: Studying?

 

Soojin: You are... studying?

 

Susan 🐺: ಥ‿ಥ

 

Susan 🐺: look JIN

 

Susan 🐺: I might look dumb

 

Susan 🐺: BUT

 

Soojin:

 

Soojin: I was asking because isn't it supposed to be your school break? 

 

Soojin: Holiday break hello

 

Susan 🐺: oopz sarreh xD

 

1:43am

 

Soojin: So defensive for what

 

Susan 🐺: ^_________^

 

Susan 🐺: so trawmauties

 

Susan 🐺: ok so YEH soojin im actually studying for our finals this january 

 

Susan 🐺: balancing work n studu

 

Susan 🐺: study*

 

Seen 1:46am

 

1:48am

 

Soojin: That's good

 

Soojin: You don't wanna get 19/50 so study hard

 

Susan 🐺: noooOooo why would you bring that up 

 

Susan 🐺: (༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ)

 

Soojin: ( ꈍᴗꈍ)

 

Susan 🐺: soo mean

 

1:52am

 

Susan 🐺: how bout u my jinjin my queen my stone-hearted angel

 

Soojin: Yayks

 

Soojin: Wait

 

Soojin: What do you mean "bookings" and "pendings"?

 

1:54am

 

Susan 🐺: OH

 

Susan 🐺: haven't i told u last night!?!

 

Soojin: The what

 

Susan 🐺: that i'm employed 

 

Susan 🐺: ♪ \(^ω^\ )

 

Soojin: I forgor

 

Soojin: I think you should act like one

 

Susan 🐺: WHAT?!

 

Soojin: Joke.

 

Susan 🐺: ಥ_ಥ????

 

Susan 🐺: HAHDHAHSHAHSHAA

 

Susan 🐺: whateVR ma'am i dont het it bit you said kidding so im just just gonna laugh it off i guess GAHSHAHSHA

 

Soojin reacted to your message with 👍:

 

Susan 🐺: like because you like me !!!

 

Susan 🐺: OKAY so where were we !

 

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2:01am

 

Susan 🐺: i got hired as a food delivery rider btw !!!!

 

Susan 🐺: tbh that wasn't in my plan

 

Susan 🐺: but i just wanna use my motorcycle more often so i grab the opportunity where its the medium

 

Soojin: That's good to hear

 

Susan 🐺: read*

 

Soojin: ಠ_ʖಠ

 

Susan 🐺: HWJSHAJS

 

Soojin: How do you get paid btw

 

Susan 🐺: better than i got when i was a barista

 

Susan 🐺: oh i think misunderstood the questiong HAJDHAJSHAJ

 

Susan 🐺: ok so we deliver, and then if the delivery was successful, we'll report it, the company receives then voilaaaa they'll just transfer it right in my bank acc

 

Susan 🐺: im enjoying it tho, meeting new people

 

Susan 🐺: ive seen so many faces and hear some voices

 

Susan 🐺: but IM STILL INTO YOU MILADY

 

Soojin: Oreally???

 

Soojin: How much do you get paid?

 

2:15am

 

Susan 🐺: :(((

 

Susan 🐺:  around ₩16000

 

Susan 🐺: not as bad as before

 

Soojin: Damn make sure that's not per day

 

Susan 🐺: NO

 

Susan 🐺: per hour

 

Susan 🐺: xD

 

Soojin: You can make a lot with that

 

2:20am

 

Susan 🐺: make a lot of packages waiting at my doorstep

 

Susan 🐺: I wanna be financial literate so bad

 

Soojin: Same

 

Susan 🐺: WHERE IS SOO this is not soojin

 

Susan 🐺: :((((

 

Soojin: Wdym

 

2:24am

 

Susan 🐺: sorry i think i might be overreacting 

 

Soojin: Mhm

 

Susan 🐺: yehhhh hahahaha

 

Susan 🐺: how was your holiday break 

 

Soojin: I have nothing much to say, Susan

 

Soojin: Nothing new. Still the same

 

Susan 🐺: there's life outside of ur place jin

 

Susan 🐺: how about going out for some walks???

 

Soojin: Lemme think about it

 

Susan 🐺: :)

 

Susan 🐺: you are a bit lethargic now...

 

Susan 🐺: something happened?

 

Susan 🐺: beCOZ WHERE IS MY SOOJIN THROWIMG SOME ATTITUDE :(((

 

Seen 2:31am

 

2:31am

 

Soojin: Lol

 

Soojin: We can say like all my energy has been absorbed by the gatherings I went to few days ago

 

Soojin: Don't worry she'll be back 

 

Susan 🐺: yes bcs im not used to the kind soojin

 

Susan 🐺: I LIKE HARSH

 

Soojin: you

 

Susan 🐺: SOOJIN!?!?!?

 

Susan 🐺: where did u go!?!? i was looking for you !!! 

 

2:36am

 

Susan 🐺: who tf am i talking to earlier ಥ‿ಥ

 

Soojin: Susan I swear to god

 

Susan 🐺: hahahahahahahahaha !!!

 

Susan 🐺: yehhh hahaha

 

Susan 🐺: don't you have any plans on going home? 

 

Susan 🐺: like reuniting with parents

 

Susan 🐺: on new year's eve xD

 

2:40am

 

Susan 🐺: ╮(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)╭

 

Soojin: I don't think I can do that. They still hate me for not pursuing science s

 

Soojin: I mean science is good, but not my forte

 

Susan 🐺: science is greattt

 

Susan 🐺: and it has a lot of branches that offers you a lot of field to work in

 

Susan 🐺: but not everyone wants to meddle with that subject bcs it can be that complicated

 

Soojin: I would rather break my bones dancing than solve math s. 

 

Soojin: and to answer your question, Susan. I have no plans.

 

2:43am

 

Susan 🐺: and that's ing okay

 

Susan 🐺: we don't wanna spend the new year's eve being stressed out by somebody's blaberring right

 

Susan 🐺: ¯\_༼ ಥ ‿ ಥ ༽_/¯

 

Soojin: Yeh

 

Susan 🐺: WHAT

 

Susan 🐺: !?

 

Soojin: Yeh?

 

Susan 🐺: ...

 

Soojin: Girl yeh as in yeah yes 

 

Susan 🐺: oh hajshjshskajdja

 

Soojin: Want a fun fact?

 

Susan 🐺: (・o・)

 

Susan 🐺: YOU'RE OFFERING ME A FUN FACT

 

Susan 🐺: THIS IS NOT SO YOU

 

Soojin: 'kay nevermind

 

2:53am

 

Susan 🐺: no im kidding ಥ‿ಥ

 

Soojin: I had a brother 

 

Susan 🐺: HUH

 

Soojin: I'm having a drink tonight 

 

Soojin: or today, whatever time is it

 

Susan 🐺: not sure abt this but i hope everything's okay

 

Susan 🐺: off topic how come you typed thw word  well and correct while drinking

 

Soojin: i'm not like you kid

 

Susan 🐺: errkay go on

 

2:59am

 

Soojin: Like I'm not yet tipsy enough to type gibberish lol

 

Soojin: Let's call him Sungjin

 

Soojin: He was thw best brother I could wish for

 

Soojin: ans still the best

 

Soojin: Our was just 1.5 years. So like, we grew up like we're just in the same age. He's older than me, and he's basically treating me as his princess

 

Soojin: That man has was friendless

 

Soojin: Hahahahahaha!

 

Soojin: and I ended up being his playmate growing up

 

Susan 🐺: oh GOD DO YA PLAY BASKETBALL????

 

3:03am

 

Soojin: Well I can play, but not that much

 

Susan 🐺: damn i never knew you were a player whjsabjxaj

 

Soojin: Plus I just play anything whatever he wants so

 

Susan 🐺: wait who's older

 

Soojin: Him

 

Susan 🐺: oooo

 

Soojin: Parents' fav, basically he earns more than me before 

 

Soojin: He was also the one who taught me how to drive and influenced me about bikes

 

Susan 🐺: WDYM

 

Susan 🐺: YOU RIDE BIKES? BIG BIKES??????

 

Soojin: Well I was about to continue learning it

 

Soojin: But I stopped

 

Susan 🐺: wait why, its convenient tho

 

Soojin: No one's gonna guide me now 

 

Susan 🐺: huh???

 

Soojin: He died

 

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3:09am

 

Susan 🐺: he WHAT!?!?

 

Soojin: He dipped

 

Susan 🐺: soojin what ಥ_ಥ

 

Soojin: Girl he was unalive 

 

Susan 🐺: SOOJIN I WAS JUST SHOCKED

 

Susan 🐺: for how long

 

Soojin: 5 years

 

Soojin: Also the reason why I'm living alone for 5 years

 

Susan 🐺: i'm so sorry to hear that soojin...

 

Susan 🐺: may he rest in peace.

 

Susan 🐺: if you don't mind, what was the reason?

 

3:17am

 

Soojin: Accident

 

Soojin: Vehicular accident 

 

Susan 🐺: oh

 

Soojin: I think maybe that's why I'm pretty sensitive about vehicles especially  big bikes? Because that always reminded me of him

 

Susan 🐺: That's why...

 

Susan 🐺: I remember you telling me something like no matter how careful you are in the street, if you're being surrounded with idiots, we can't really escape street disasters and stuff

 

Soojin: I said that? Haha can't remember :P

 

3:21am

 

Susan 🐺: Idk but it was something like that haha

 

Susan 🐺: I'm so sorry to hear that jin 

 

Susan 🐺: it must be so hard to endure it...

 

Soojin: It was years ago no worries

 

Soojin: It's just it's Dec. 30th today, his death anniversary today so we sad today haha

 

Susan 🐺: understandabol

 

Soojin: Sorry if I made you think I was bored, I just got no energy today and feels gloomy 

 

3:30am

 

Susan 🐺: NO NOT AT ALL i was just bothered jin

 

Susan 🐺: it was unfortunate, so your every holidays wasn't really happy uh huh :)

 

Soojin: Ye but I moved on tho I bet he also wants me to move on 

 

Soojin: You

 

Susan 🐺: Hmm?

 

Seen 3:27am

 

3:27am

 

Soojin: Always take care

 

Soojin: I don't wanna lose someone again

 

Seen 4:00am

 

4:00am

 

Susan 🐺: I always remind myself I still got someone to message every 00:49 jwjxhajshajsha

 

Soojin: I'm kinda tipsy now

 

Soojin: I'm heading to bed. Night

 

Susan 🐺: GOOD MORNYT SOOSOO EVERYHIN WILL BE OK AIGHT!!!! NYTNYT SLEEP TIGHT 

 

Soojin: Nytnyt

 

Susan 🐺: ( ◜‿◝ )♡

 

Soojin: :)

 

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