“What about Seoli?” I askewd him.

He stared at the floor at looked guilty.

“Tell me” I said and raised my voice once again, not controlling my temper towards him. You can’t blame me I need some answers.

“She said that you’re hooking up with----” he said.

“Then you believe her? Instead of trusting me, your own bestfriend?” I said and angrily cut him off.

“It’s that what you think of me huh? Jaejin?” I asked him.

“Sorry, it’s just that I like you very much knowing that you slept with some----“

“Do you think I’m like that, Jaejin? Then you didn’t really knew me from the start” I said and cut him off once again.

I grabbed both of my hair feeling frustrated as little tears started to build in my eyes.

“Yah” he called me softly.

I looked at him and saw him with tears.

“Why? Jaejin-ah? I hate you…” I said and cried.

“I’m so sorry” he chokingly said.

“I forgave you but I’m also doing this not for myself but also the one you shoot” I said to him truthfully.

“Namjoo?” he said.

I nod at him and wiped my tears.

Moments of silence creeps between us then he sarted to speak.

“I know this is too much to ask but can we start again? As friends?” he said

I irritatingly looked at him. As I’m about to speak the door opened revealing Hayoung,Eunji, and even Naeun whos busy with her film.

“What the hell are you doing-----“ Eunji rushed to Jaejin and about to grabbed her collar.

I stopped her and covered .

I shook my head at her reassuring its fine, then she nods at me and not glared at Jaejin.

Jaejin stood up and bow to us, ready to get out getting terrified upon seeing the looks at my members.

I motioned Naeun and Hayoung to bring Eunji to the kitchen.

They hesitated for a moment but agreed to it anyway. I gave them both a hug and reassured them that it’s fine.

I accompanied Jaejin to the dorr and opened it for him.

As he was already outside he turned around and looked at me.

“What?” I asked him.

“Your answer earlier” he asked.

“I’ll think about it” I honestly said, still glaring at him.

“You had some honest and protective people around you” he stated.

‘Not like you, and I’m pretty sure they’ll never do what you did to me’ I thought and sonly nod at him.

“And I’ll do the same to them” I said with full of determination.

“Goodbye Jaejin-shii’ I said to him and closed the door.

I leaned to the door and thought about my decisions.

‘You