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Their wedding day is etched inside his memory forever. Him marrying his childhood sweetheart, people who knows them coos at how cute and perfect they are for each other. Him wearing a white tux while Jaebum wore all black looking slick and y. Both of them stare at each other with love in their eyes as they said their vows, Jaebum kissing him sensless making the audience hoot and cat calls, Jaebum whispering lewd words in his ears as they patiently waits for the after party to finish, Jaebum loving and worshipping his body that sinful night when the man makes him his in every sense of the word.

But it's just memories you know, thoughts, images that makes you smile on some lonely times like this.

Jinyoung swirl the wine glass around as he sigh, looking at the area ahead of him, sitting on his balcony while enjoying the rooftop view from his apartment has been a nightly thing for him. Ever since that fateful day when his fairytale ends he's been an empty shell of his former self. Divorce always changes a person, for the better or worse.

"How many more years will it take for me to forget and move on..." He mumbles to himself as he enjoy the silent night.

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A few years ago

Jinyoung happily skips as he walks towards the elevator, punching out the floor number towards his husband's office. He decided to bring some lunch for the man since he knows how busy Jaebum has been this last few weeks, coming home late and exhausted, he felt hurt at the cold treatment from the man but decided to ignore his pain and understood the struggle that comes with his husband's job.

When the elevator stops he peeks out and walks towards the door that leads to Jaebum's office, he knocks once or twice, confuse as to why his husband's assistand Youngjae is not opening up.

"Hmm, maybe he's not in there or Jaebum orders some stuff downstairs." Jinyoung mumbles as he grabs the handle and slowly opens the door. The secretary's desk is empty so he walks directly towards Jaebum's door and opens it