December 26, 2003

That night, the day after Christmas day, these five boys appeared and amazed us with their voices.. Five voices with perfect harmony and melody singing as one.. That day was the start of their history, our history.. They changed the concept of KPop music industry, as well as in Japan and parts of Asia.. They were like those five stars formed in W, shining brightly in the night sky..

Those passed years, they touched our hearts and deep down our souls with their music, hard works and friendship.. They taught us lessons and helped us to become a better person.. They taught us to be strong through hard times.. They taught us to be happy and contented with just a simple and small things we had.. They taught us how to hold tighter to our small faith, and that faith was later became as big as the galaxy.. They taught us to wait and be patient.. They taught us how to cherish....

I may not be their fan for eleven years, but those three years of being their fan, their family, were precious.. Those years were full of precious memories together with the fandom where I met different wonderful people..

We cried when they cried.. We cried together when they are hurt.. But the others were holding their tears back, worried that we are hurting too because they are in pain.. But no, I would rather see them crying their hearts and letting all those pains out.. Just cry.. We will always be here..

We're happy when they're happy.. We smiled blissfully and proudly when we saw their photos anywhere.. Laughed wholeheartedly when they fought over silly things and bullying each member by other members.. And cried even when they earned all the rewards of their hard works..

For all the smiles, laughs and precious memories, I can't find the right words of how to thank them, but, a simple

"Thank You.."

For all the tears, pains, sacrifices and sufferings, I want to say Sorry.. I am sorry I couldn't do anything at that time, but watch and even fought and exchanged hateful and hurtful words to protect them.. I was oblivious that I am hurting them too.. But now, all I can do is wait patiently, support them and respect their decisions..

After years of separation, there is still hope left.. I hope, I wish and I pray to see them again together..  In their heart, in their soul, far from each other, under the same sky.. They are always together as one..