I’m tired. Exhausted. Lethargic. Sleepy.

Mehhh.

I don’t know, but lately I just don’t have the motivation to go to school. The interest is still there, definitely, but as each day passes, my energy level is barely 10% and I can’t hardly focus. Doesn’t help that I sleep an average of three hours a night because I’m just too busy with projects, submissions and more projects. Some days, I just want to curl up on the floor where I stood and just succumb to the sleepiness dragging me down wherever I go. For the past three years, I have fallen sick more times than I had in the sixteen years before that. I am honestly surprised I am not hospitalized yet, given my quite eventful medical history in the eighteen years of my life.

It kinda explains why I’ve been writing a lot lately. Maybe I just want to drown myself in this fictional world I have created and not think about the reality that awaits.

At least, I know how this fabrication of my imagination - the stories of my characters - ends.

In reality, it would be a miracle for me to complete this final year of school without losing my sanity.