This is not me or what?

I don't know but recently I feel like my life is changing now.. it's not me.. really not me

I don't know this is good or bad for me but I just feel like I'm starting to enjoy becoming..

lazier

a lazier person than before

....

homeworks...

and assignments...

I'm just tired for all of this..

It's not me.. I think

If it's me, I will study every single time..being a straight and diligent person in my academic study.. don't talk too much

but now..

After I met one of my friend, Idk.. but I just want to have fun all the time..

throwing all of the college's stuffs away and being a lazy person..

What should I do?

If I avoid her, she will misunderstand me.. she will think that I get mad of her or something like that..

but if I keep in touch with her, Idk how I will be..

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blondesakura
#1
Haha, i used to experience this. Once you get involved its so hard to go out from the group/friends. But i tried the best not to hurt their feelings because they are all so kind to me, and because they are the friends who accepts me for who i am. Even if they did influenced you, but at least they make you feel happy :)) just talk nicely whenever you feel like you need to study , cause everything regarding your future is the most important !! ^_^ fightingg
xoxo91 #2
it's happening in me, becoming lazier, and i'm in last semester = skripsi :')
MrKwon-is-so-Lovely
#3
Its ok it happens, its still you, maybe you need to have fun, sometimes a person needs a break.
The feeling of being lazy, It leaves eventually. I get it all the time.
Well I dont know about your friend, maybe its not her thats making you different.
Dont worry about it :)