It . I'm losing a mother to me in real life and my grandmother as well. Why does God have to take the people I cherish so much in my life away from me forever? What did I do to deserve this pain I feel right now? I'm sitting here praying that he will not take May and my grandmother away from me. I've lost so much in my almost 19 years and now this...Please, if you hear me God, don't take them away from me forever. Please! If you do, then I hope that they don't feel any pain when they die, that's my wish. And that they will be my guardian angel.