Jonghyun...
Hey guys.
I haven’t talked openly about Jonghyun and how his death has affected me, and I’m not ready to go into detail, but Jonghyun inspired me so much. Most of my writing has been inspired by him, even the fanfics about my other OTPs.
I still have a few JongKey fanfics on hiatus, and even more that are currently just ideas in my notebook that have waited years to be written. I love every story idea that I have. I am passionate about what I write so I don’t want to just scrap those stories, however I don’t know if I’m ready to write about Jjongie again - let alone if anyone is ready to read about him.
I just keep thinking, is it disrespectful to continue writing these fanfictions about him? Or is it more disrespectful to not let him to inspire our creativity? What would he want us to do?
I don’t know.
What I do know is that I will write the stories for those notes in my notebooks, even if they are with different OTPs. The JongKey stories that are on hiatus...I may remove them, I may just not continue them, I may re-write them with different characters.
If you have any thoughts or advice, please let me know because I haven’t got a clue what I want to do or what I should do.
Much love to you all.
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