kind of...... really shook right now?
so like.... my family might be moving to seattle?
to give you some context, i'm from texas- i was born here, and have lived in the same house for my ENTIRE life. my family is a part of this friend circle in my town that we've also known for my entire life (18 years). i've went to school with the same people for p much my whole life. on top of that, i currently attend a state university of Texas, and visit home at least once a month. all of my friends are from cities across texas, too.
i've literally experienced my utter lows and highs and gone through so much in my town....... when i think about leaving my room back home, i literally want to cry- i can recall memories of my room getting painted at age 11, crying in my room at age 13, or writing "the classified accounts" at 16, or packing for college at 17.
it's so weird because like..... again, i'm in college now. i'll have my own apartment next year, and in like 3 years i'm going to be completely moved out of my parents' house because i'll be getting a job obviously.....
but like..... i just always thought they'd always be in that house. like, there when i ever needed to come home. i knew of course they'd eventually move, but.... not this soon.
and my sister's going to be in seattle too? i'm literally going to be 2,000+ miles from her? what the actual ?
i don't know why but it just feels like i'm growing up? like, moving is one thing. if i was in high school and i was moving with my family, that would be something else.
but..... i'm staying in texas while they're moving to ing washington state
it's so weird because i love seattle so much but also.... no matter how much i rip on texas.... i ing love this stupid, problematic state. i literally cannot even believe i'm saying this lol i've roasted texas my whole life but i ing love this place........... what the ........
my ing dumb sister is probably reading this right now because her headass has an AFF account too if ur reading this then you ho!!! but forreal if you wanna move move im cool with it. dont show this to amma and appa lmao
probably going to private this in a little bit because i have revealed Too Much Information about myself already!!!!!!!!! welp!!!!! just needed to vent and talk to someone lmao because i'm telling my family i dont care either way but to be honest i don't know if i care or not???? lmao wtf i am literally sitting in my bedroom in this dumb farmhouse in ing MAINE aboutta start cryin?????? what hte !
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