This darkness is growing, deeper, stronger, but I do not wish to extinguish it. I will do everything to have him back, even if it will take my last breath.

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Jae min sat in front of the fire, her legs tucked against her chest, her arms wrapped tightly around her legs as she stared at the fire,  unblinking for several minutes. It has finally come to this. She has been deprived of everything, she has lost everything, Hyun Joong has seen to that. She lost him, and now Il Hyuk is somewhere enjoying the Hundred million he got from him leaving her with nothing. Nothing to call her own except for the heartbreak. She had sacrificed everything for him when they were in College and now he is married and doesn't want to have anything to do with her.

Seeing him and his Family in the papers is a source of sorrow for her everytime. Why does Hyun Joong have to be happy when she was not?  

I am going to ruin everything, you just watch Kim Hyun Joong. You ruined me and now you want to have a happy life, it is not possible. I will make sure you lose everything that ever matters to you. 

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TWELVE YEARS AGO

 'Jae min,'

Jae min looked back to see who was disturbing her. 'What? Got something to say?' She asked the spiky haired girl with a bleak look.

The girl looked around her nervously. 'It's your boyfriend, he..'  She let her voice drift off but that already got Jae min's attention.

Jae min stood up from the desk and grabbed the girl on the wrist. 'Come with me.' She walked with the girl to the corridor. 'What about Hyun Joong?' She asked impatiently. 

'I saw him with Bo Na, she is luring him to the Condo. She is doing it to get back at you for what