To Hope For Love Or To Sin For Jin?
Description
To LOVE the cheerful and optimistic Jung Hoseok
? OR ?
To FALL IN LOVE with the quiet and mysterious, yet attractive Kim Seokjin
Hoseok was in your grasp all along. He loved you the way that no one else did. But you would let the love slip right through your fingers like sand. You just denied your feelings for him all along. Though you never knew why you ignored your feelings for him, you knew that deep down within you, you loved him just as much as he loved you. He helped you to get to where you are today; he was to thank and praise for your success. He helped you to get ahead and succeed educationally. The appreciation and love was deep down in the depths of your heart. But the love was burried under confusion, stress, denial, and a mysterious attraction towards Seokjin. Hoseok loved you more than anything and anybody in the world. It had always been that way for a while. You didn't know why he fell for you, but he wasn't getting over you anytime soon. While you would halfheartedly shut out Hoseok, you had set your sights on Seokjin, who was majoring in psychology, which you happened to major in as well. He was in all of the same classes as you, and you were assigned to be his study partner, since he was practically failing in every class. He looked smart, but looks were often decieving. Through the studying, he barely spoke. His mysterious silence that speaks so much, yet so little. While Hoseok would drool over you and beg you to love him back, you spent every chance you could to figure Seokjin out. You're stuck in the middle, with one decision to make, and questions to answer.
Will you deny your curiosity towards Seokjin and open up your heart to accept Hoseok's love after all those years of denial and ignorance?
Or
Will you throw away your hidden feelings for Hoseok and start a new love with Seokjin?
Foreword
Before Reading....
This fanfiction may contain some intimate, and at times, ual content. It may also contain some crude language(i.e. cussing, swearing, etc.) If you happen to be sensitive to any of these attributes, then be aware of those parts within the fic. Viewer Discretion Is Advised. Though I will mark the more intense chapters 'M' so please check every chapter for a warning. And what I write does not necessarily reflect upon my preference of a character. It is simply a part of the storyline, (most times) not an opinion. Though, the storyline and some of the names of people and places are of my imagination. I don't own any of the photos that will be featured throughout this fic, EXCEPT FOR THE COVER. I don't own or have anything to do wtih BTS, Bighit, etc. Thank you, and I hope you enjoy reading!
Characters
You
Education:
You attend Yeongu University (연구 대학교). It's one of the best schools for research in medicine. You study both (double major in) psychology and dermatology at the same time. You graduated high school early due to your astounding intelligence; you graduated at the age of 16. You were into your second year of college as an 18 year-old, and you had already earned your 4-year degree in your two years at Yeongu. You have recently earned your master's degree in both majors as a 20 year-old, and you're working on getting a doctorate in both majors.
Love:
With your great educational success and being able to fly through high school and college, you have had absolutely no time to relax or to socialize. You are stressed and forgot about sociality. As you get closer to earning your doctorates, you begin to wind down and that leads your attention to Jung Hoseok begging for your love and attention, and the mystifying presence of Kim Seokjin. But then you begin to regret letting your guard down.....
Jung Hoseok (정 호석)
Education:
Hoseok was also an early graduate as well. He graduated high school at the same time as you, and at the same age as you. The two of you helped each other to get through high school early. But he single majored to become a child/adolescent psychiatrist, since he is a very bright and optimistic person that can work well with children and kids. He has a soft spot in his heart for children, and this was his best career choice for caring for them in an emotional way. His single major was enough for him. Since he had only one major to worry about, he has already earned his doctorate and is now 20.
Love:
Hoseok loved you to death. It was a fatal attraction; he loved you for the longest time, and his attraction towards you was never to fade. He longed for your love, and all he'd wish for was for you to love him back. He knew that you were busy with your studies and earning your degrees, and he respected your passion to pursue your education/career; he had to go through the same thing for his single major. But he thought that you were a little crazy about studying and getting ahead. Though, he knew that your dedication to college and crazy efforts were partially why you didn't have open arms and open eyes for his love and affection. Hoseok would put his heart and soul into earning your love. But he often ended up failing, thus hating himself for 'not being good enough' for you. Though, Hoseok being an optimist didn't keep from trying again. And Seokjin was no pleasant surprise either.....
Kim Seokjin (김 석진)
Education:
Seokjin was a genius. He'd play dumb whenever you'd study with him, though he already knew everything there was to study. His quiet, yet arrogant mannerisms would piss you off, but draw you in closer to him. He didn't really talk. Everybody thought that he didn't have a voice and that he couldn't speak, but that wasn't really the case. The only people he'd talk to was Jungkook, and you. In fact, he can't stop talking when he's with you. But he'd show a completely different face to others. He graduated high school at the age of 16, too. He swiftly got through high school, as he shut everbody out. All of this words were expressed through writing, for he was a brilliant poet. But something about you brought out his words verbally.
Love:
'Love' wasn't a familiar word within Seokjin's wide vocabulary range. He resented love. Throughout his entire life, he never had love. No family, nor lovers. All he had was himself, and a few friends. Happiness wasn't something familiar to him either. He never really smiled for that matter. But that was because he doesn't have much to smile about. His family had been long gone, and he wasn't one to chase for love. He was smart enough to make money and provide for himself. But what's money worth when you can't buy happiness? Or in Seokjin's case, when money can't buy any love or family? But then you came along and changed the way he sees the world. And he felt a true love for the first time.
Jimin/Yoongi/Namjoon/Taehyung/Jungkook
Jimin, Yoongi, Namjoon, Taehyung, and Jungkook are classmates of yours along with Hoseok and Seokjin. They are in your other non-major classes.
Jungkook is your younger brother and is three years younger than you.
Taehyung is also your younger brother and is only a year younger than you.
Jimin, Yoongi, and Namjoon are close friends of yours and Hoseok, for you all went to high school together. They were all (somehow) able to graduate early, even with Yoongi sleeping in class, Jimin not understanding anything that any of the teachers said, Namjoon losing all of his papers, Taehyung daydreaming about who knows what, and Jungkook procrastinating(yet exceeding).
A/N
Hello AFF readers!!!
^o^
I'm really excited to write about BTS! I'm channeling my inner ARMY, and this fic is just the way to do it. I love both J-Hope and Jin, but I think writing this goes against all of my life values....
But I'm writing it anyways, especially since I can barely find any 'Jin and You' fics to read. I'm sort of winging this, because I just came up with all of this stuff, but I feel lucky about this one. Even though I'm winging it, I have A LOT of ideas so I don't think I'll be getting writer's block for this fic. In fact, I think I have too many ideas; this fanfic might turn out to be really long....
Well, I will work hard and devote every bit of myself to this fanfic.
Thank you! I hope you all enjoy!
-exo_xo_hunhan
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