AT MY BEDROOM

I just woke up from fainting and I found myself now in my bedroom.I tried to remember what happen before I fainted and I remember that Kim Jong Kook now at hospital.I want to meet my husband now.I tried to get up but my mother forbade me to do so.

“Song Ji Hyo..please don’t wake up..your condition still weak.” my mum said it to me while rub my head.

“I want to go to hospital now..i want to meet Kim Jong Kook” I said to my mum sadly.

“Song Ji Hyo..you must rest first..i do not want you faint again..your dad already at hospital and he will inform us if anything happen.” my mum persuade me.

“How can I rest now while my husband is fighting a life in hospital..please mum..i need to see him..i was afraid if I did not get to see him anymore.” I said it to my mum.

I cry and cannot endure it anymore.I am only thinking about Kim Jong Kook now.I must be at his side now.I do not want anything bad happen to him.

AT HOSPITAL

My mum brought me to the hospital and we rushed out to the emergency ward.I saw Haha oppa,my dad and Kim Jong Kook’s parent at waiting area.My mother-in-law hug me tightly when I’m arrived.

“Please be patient Song Ji Hyo..” my mother-in-law said it while crying.

“How about Jong Kook oppa’s condition?” I asked my mother-in-law.The most important now I need to know about condition of Kim Jong Kook.

“He still in surgery room and we still did not know about his condition now.” Haha oppa explained to me.

“How this can be happen?” I asked to Haha oppa.

“I did not know.I already saw Jong Kook hyung lying on street in bleeding.i already make a police report and them will investigate about this.” Haha said it again.

After 30 minutes we waiting,a doctor come closer to us.

“Are you all Kim Jong Kook’s family?” the doctor ask us.

“Yes..we are his family..how about Kim Jong Kook’s condition?” My father-in-law asked that doctor.

“He suffered severe internal injuries.He suffered internal severe organ injuries as a result of the .He lost a lot of blood.We are already tried to save him.What can I say now,his condition still unstable and he still under our observation.The percentage for he survive only fifty percent but it just our prediction.We did not know what will happen in future.I hope you all can be patient.What we can do now is pray because everything is determined by God.If anything happen,we will inform immediately.” The doctor explained to us.

“Can I see him?”I asked the doctor.

“For now,no one allowed to see him because his condition still unstable but tomorrow maybe you can see him.” He said it to me.After that,he leave me.

I did not know what can I say now.I did not know what can I do now.My mind blanked. My mum hug me to make me calm.

“Let’s go we back first..tomorrow we will come here again.” My father-in-law said it.

“I did not want to go back..I want to wait here..I want to wait Kim Jong Kook here..” I said it while crying.

“You cannot do this Song Ji Hyo..you must take a rest first..you must think about your baby..we did not want anything happen to you..Kim Jong Kook will be sad if he know anything bad happen to you and his baby.”my mother-in-law persuade me.

 AT MY BEDROOM

I cannot stop crying.I very worried about Kim Jong Kook.I did not want he leave me.I need him.He cannot leave me alone.I touch my tummy.

“Baby…mummy did not want your daddy leave us.If he really love us,he will be not leave us....” I cannot endure it anymore. cannot accept it.I think it is too heavy for me to bear.I am not willing to face if Kim Jong Kook leave me.i did not ready yet for it .I feel very sad.I cannot think about it anymore.I fell asleep after a hard cry.