Scared to Love

Hidden Jealousy
Please Subscribe to read the full chapter

Today is Jessica’s last day on Kris’ Apartment, Kris was really aware and concern to Jessica . Because of Kris’ caring, Jessica’s ankle is not really hurt anymore, now she can walk without using walking stick. Even she still a little bit limping but it feels better day by day, in these past 3 days Kris help Jessica massaging her ankle, feed her medicines on time and support her to the bathroom. He even waiting for her from outside bathroom until she finished and support her again to the bed. She really so gratefull to have someone like Kris because of Kris wipes away her loneliness little by little, she feels loved and cared by him. This morning is Saturday Jessica go to supermarket near Kris’ Apartment and buy some groceries, she going to make breakfast to Kris.

 

Jessica is a good cooker because she always cook for herself and the only people who ever taste her cooks is her only one bestfrien, Yoona. Even her mother never taste her cooks because she is too busy for her own business. This is the first time she make food to someone else beside Yoona and for the surprise is.. she make food for a guy. Never in her mind to cook for the creature named “guy, boy, man” which is her enemy beside cucumber.

 

Jessica back to Kris’ apartment and realize that Kris not wake up yet, Jessica go to the kitchen and start to make foods, because she don’t know what is Kris’ favorite food so she make chinese food for their breakfast, she know Kris is half chinese. Jessica cooks the foods with smiles plasterred on her face and design it nicely to show how thank you her to Kris for always being there and take care of her. In 1.5 hours, Jessica finished her her cooks and designed it nicely on the table. After that Jessica go to Kris’ room, she knock the door but don’t hear any reply. She slowly open the door and spotted Kris sleeping on his table with a pile of papers.

“Seems like he is fall a sleep because of too tired” Jessica take one of his paper  

“This paper is too much.. is he not working on his task because he must take care of me?” she asked herself and feels so guilty. She takes a glance at the paper but she can see that’s not a task from collage but it’s kinda like office paper

“Is he working while on the collage? Despite from his car and his apartment he didn’t need to work” Jessica said in confused.

 

Feeling there’s someone around him, Kris awake and find himself sleeping on the table, he look at his right and found Jessica staring on him.

“morning” she greeted with a smile

“mor.. morning” Kris greeted back awkwardly he look at the paper which on Jessica’s hand

“Oh.. here.. i think this is about collage matter but i’m wrong, i'm sorry” she apologized

“It’s okay, i don’t mind it” Kris’ smiled and look at her ankle

“Looks like your ankle is better now” he said again and Jessica nodded

“Thank you.. this is because of you” said Jessica

“No need.. i’m happy i can help” said Kris as he touch his nape, the situation going to awkward because they don’t know what to say anymore, Kris clear his throat

“um.. i want to take a shower first” he said as he going to the bathroom

“Kris.. i... i prepared us a breakfast.. if you don’t mind, please take breakfast together on dining room” Jessica smiled awkwardly

“You... you make me breakfast?” asked Kris with his unbeliveable face, Jessica nods shyly

“i would love too” Kris smiled and this make Jessica stunned, how can a guy smiling can make her heart beats so fast? she blink her eyes before she exited Kris’ room. Jessica close the door and walk away a view meters before she fanning herself, she feels her face is burning and touch her chest

“What is this feeling? I never feels this way before” Jessica said to herself before she walk to dining room.

 

30 minutes and Kris finaly go to the dining room and surprise by Jessica’s cook for their breakfast

“are these... chinese food?” Kris asked in awe

“Yeah.. i don’t know what is your favorite food and i think you will like chinese food because you are half chinese” she mumbled but loud enough to make Kris hear her

“thank you.. i’m not like these but i love these, because this is made by the most beautiful girl in my life after my mom” Kris blurt out

Jessica blush because Kris already list her after his mom, she walk to her sit but she lost her balance because of her ankle and perfectly landing her body on Kris which make him surprise. Jessica sit on Kris’ lap Jessica blush again, she immediately wake up but she frowned as her ankle is hurt by her sudden act. Kris realize it and he pull her hand before she falling but unfortunately Kris is being pulled by Jessica and falling as well, Kris body on Jessica’s body and their lips accidentaly touching. They’re not move because of the shock, it is their very first kiss, they are looking at each others widened eyes and stunned. Reality snap them back, Kris is the first moving as he is on the top of Jessica, being a gentlement, Kris pull Jessica’s hand to help her stand they are blushing so hard

“are... are you okay?” asked Kris as he finaly can manage himslef, Jessica still stunned and touch her lips

“is that your.. first kiss?” Kris carefuly asked her and she nodded in silent

“Well.. mine too” he confessed, Jessica widened her eyes

“Jinjja? I think you..” Jessica can’t finish her words because Kris cutted her 

“You think i am a playboy and usualy kiss girls anytime?” he chuckled “No miss.. i’m not like that.. i have my commitment to give my first kiss to the girl i love and she must be my wife in the future” Kris confessed

“I’m sorry... oh goshh... i...” Jessica gasped “i didn’t mean to...” but before she can continue her world, Kris crash his lips on Jessica’s, he kiss her gently. Jessica stunned but she can’t fight the tempation of kissing him back, she circle her hand on Kris’ waist and slowly close her eyes, they are kiss gently and sweetly. Kris can feels the feeling that his parents describe about falling in love, butterfly in the stomach, heart beats faster, untoldable happiness filling his heart and this happened when he look at Jessica, when he kiss her and when he is beside her.. they were kissed for they don’t know how much long but they broke the kiss because they need to breath. Kris looking into Jessica’s eyes

“Don’t say your sorry because i know you are that girl from the first time i saw you, the girl i’ve waiting for to give her my all” Kris confessed to her

“you do?” Jessica asked and Kris nods “it’s okay if you not feeling the same, i’m sorry” He apoligized

“I don’t know what is my feeling but i love the kiss” She accidentaly blurted out and this make Kris’ face lighten up

“really?” asked Kris which she asnwered with a shyly nod “are we official?” Kris asked excitedly and hold her hand

“Official?” she asked

“yeah official couple just like Sehun and Yoona, boyfriend and girlfriend” he added

“I... i don’t know... i want to..” Jessica can’t describe how’s her feeling, she know she have the same feeling with Kris but she affraid to be betrays just like how his father betrayed her mother, Kris slowly release her hand

“I know... i understand.. this is too fast” Kris grined and Jessica can see his eyes is hurt

“I’m sorry... i’m just.. affraid” Jessica confessed

“Affraid about what?” Kris asked again

“Betrayal” Jessica said, her eyes are teary and this make a pang on Kris’ heart “I don’t want to be like my mother” she cried up.. she never feels secure again because of what happened to her parents but Kris give her that feeling again, being secured, loved and cared she wa

Please Subscribe to read the full chapter
Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
Sharpay
#1
Chapter 7: Y aren't u updating?
I luv this story sooooo much
Sharpay
#2
Chapter 7: Y aren't u updating?
I luv this story sooooo much
Sharpay
#3
Chapter 7: Y aren't u updating?
I luv this story sooooo much
Sharpay
#4
Chapter 7: Thnx for updating author.
Christina_wolf #5
Chapter 7: Aww krissica moments they are so cute
Just like myungstal
Pls update^^
DhaniWKW #6
Chapter 7: awwwww... krissica moment:3 thanks authornim for update
Christina_wolf #7
Chapter 6: Pls update soon
JungFanias #8
Chapter 6: waiting for the updates :'v
Annainie #9
Chapter 6: be waiting.. thank you and i hope u r well now.. fighting!!!!!!!