I was a zombie when I entered the school premises. I was feeling mixed emotions but happiness wasn’t included. As a matter of fact, I was feeling more of depression, anxiety, and other related feelings but most of all, I felt empty. I just wanted this school year to be over with and get on with my life. Have a fresh start and meet new people who would not make my life miserable. Seriously, I cannot wait for graduation that’s just only a few weeks from now. If only I could control the time and forward it to graduation, I would. If only I was smart enough not to fall from Lu Han’s tricks, I would undo everything I’ve done. I was blaming myself so much that it destroys me. I hated every single thing that’s happened.

I was into my thoughts that I didn’t notice someone bumped me hard that I felt my landed on the floor. I groaned and immediately looked up to see the Krystal smirking down at me.

Okay, that’s ing it.

Abruptly, I stood up and pushed her with all my might, making her land on the floor as well. I didn’t care if the school staffs would see, I just have to let it all out - to make them feel how I feel.

“How dare you!” She snarled at me and my anger increased as I gritted my teeth.

“I just want to make this war fair. Now, we’re even, .” I spat out and was about to go when Krystal suddenly pulled my hair making me cringe in pain. At that moment, everything flashed before my eyes. Am I just gonna end up like this? Being stepped on the ground every single time I enter this ing hell of a place? And then I realized that I am more than that girl and I will never let anyone hurt me anymore. them. everyone. I’m gonna fight no matter what it takes.

For a moment, I felt the angel in me flew away and the devil ruled my entire system. I pulled Krystal’s hand that was grasping my hair and didn’t give a single that she was still holding a part of my hair. When her face was on sight, I didn’t let a second slip and immediately, my fist landed on her precious cheek making her fall on the ground. They did this to me. They turned me into a monster when I did nothing to them. I was at peace, living a normal highschool life, and studying so I could get good grades and enter my dream college but they ing ruined it for me. Now I don’t care. I don’t give a anymore.

I stared at Krystal with my mind still blank with what was happening. All of a sudden I felt a hand on my arm. “Eunmi, stop.. Calm down.” I stared blankly at the girl holding my arm. I can see the worry and fear in her eyes. There were a hint of tears but I could see that Jijae was trying to hold it back. I couldn’t comprehend what it meant. Was she scared of me? Was she scared for me? My eyes traveled back to Krystal as she stood abruptly to take her revenge.

“Krystal, stop it! It’s over!” Both Jijae and I turned to the tall built who just rescued me from turning myself into a monster once again. “But Jongin Oppa-“ “Leave her alone.” Tears formed in Krystal’s eyes as she took one look at me and finally ran away with her es following her. I sigh