All I could see was betrayal as I stared at the man who caused all these. My body felt numb but my mind was going crazy. Not the usual where he does his manipulative actions to lure me but because of all the anger I felt inside. How could he do this to me? But no, I shouldn’t ask myself that because I knew from the very start he’d do this. I knew he would drop me like a thrash.

Sehun was about to grab hold on me when I suddenly backed away and waved my hand to his face. “No, scratch that. It’s not your fault.” I laughed sarcastically.

“It’s me. I actually hoped you’d change but I guess you were always the evil I knew.” I declared before I slapped the crumpled piece of paper to his chest. Sehun was loss for words as I marched away from him, sobbing uncontrollably but then I heard his faint steps running after me as he called out my name consistently so I ran fast and made sure he wouldn’t catch me as I enter the ladies’ room. As I was inside, the girls looking at the mirror drifted their attention to my exhausted state and murmured to themselves when the door of the ladies’ room barged open, revealing Sehun still the crumpled paper. He gave the girls a look and immediately they went off.

“Eunmi,” He called out as he made his way towards me.

“I didn’t do this, I swear. Please ing believe me,” He begged but I knew better.

“I hope you’re finally happy with what you’ve done. You’ve ing destroyed me. Isn’t that what you want?!” In a second, Sehun’s arms wrapped around me tightly as If he never wanted to let me go while I try my best to get out of his embrace. Sehun disgusts me and what he’s doing right now disgusts me even more.

“I hate you so much,” I muttered under my breath as I gave up trying and let him do his thing. I was already sobbing as his embrace tightened even more.

For a brief moment, we stayed still, not wanting to move. I was too tired to fight him and he was too determined to not let me go. Finally, after mere seconds, Sehun’s embrace became lighter as his arms gently removed off me. I stared at him with puffy eyes and the perfect set of pain painted on my face. Sehun’s face showed pain as well but I knew better. He’s the perfect example of deceitfulness and I shouldn’t trust him. Though there was a huge part of me that still wanted him.

“I thought you trust me,” He whispered in despair. I shook my head whilst gritting my teeth. “I thought so, too.” I spat out harshly before I immediately got out of his presence and headed straight outside without looking back.

I looked at the ceiling of my bedroom and pondered. Have I done something so wrong in my previous life that I deserve to be treated like this? I sniffed and wiped the remaining tears in my eyes before I sat up and tried to shake all the negative thoughts inside my head but to my disappointment, it was no use. I couldn’t get what happened earlier off my mind and worst, I couldn’t get Sehun off my mind. I sighed when there was suddenly a knock on the door. My door was locked so I wouldn’t have to worry about my parents seeing me in this state. I don’t want to see anyone right now and I don’t want anyone to see me right now. I’m the perfect example of a ed up woman who can’t get her life together.

“I’m not hungry,” I forced myself to say but instead, I croaked.

“Coffee, dear?” I heard mom from outside. I deliberately shook my head as if she could see me.

“Mom, not now, please,” I couldn’t help it when a sob escaped my mouth and I covered my lips so they couldn’t hear me any further. I know mom and dad’s behind that door, listening to my silent cries so I assured them the only way I can since I don’t want them carrying out the stupid burdens I have.

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