I don’t know how long I stayed away afterwards. It felt like forever. I wanted to say something but the words just froze on the tip of my tongue. I don’t think it’s fair. I just wanted something in return. All I’ve ever wanted to do is please you, to make you happy. And yet I lay here night after night, waiting, watching; hoping that maybe tonight would be different. Maybe tonight you will look back over at me, smile and kiss me.

I need you,  I have to keep you, despite it all because….

All I’ve ever needed was you.

I love you, Park Chanyeol