2014 year end show rehearsal

There she was all solemn, even amongst her members. He only had eyes for her, his goddess, amongst the seven other beauties. Always highly cautious of other male attention on her has made him feel the need to be nearer to her. To protect, to guard what was his. 5 years had passed but the way he feels for her had stayed stationary, he still cared for her, more than just a friend. Many a time, he would reminisce about the past and asked himself about the “what ifs”... what if he had taken the courage to ask her to be with him… what if he threw caution to the wind and just continued to date her secretly… what if… what if…

He did not dare to want more then as he knew that as an industry newcomer, he was not in the position to bargain with his company. In addition to that, he and his CN Blue brothers had worked too hard for a break like this, for him to risk blowing it all away before they even had a chance at making it in the industry. To top it off, she is a member of the leading girl’s group in the industry while he was just starting out. He wanted to be deserving of her. He was brought up with the concept that the man had to be able to provide and protect his other half emotionally, physically and monetarily. Since then, this had been one of the driving force to propel himself forward.

She was attractive to him then, 5 years ago. So it was no wonder that she had now morphed into a fine y lady, demanding attention wherever she went.

“Hyung, Hyunnie is over there surrounded by her fan boys.” Minhyuk pointed out. “Mmm,” acknowledged YongHwa. That non word sound was all he could utter while his focus was fixated on her. Seeing her downcast face, seemingly bothered by something tugging at her heart, Yong just thought to himself that he had to do something to put a smile on her face again.

“Buin.. Buin..” Yuri heard him from behind her and nudged Hyun while the other idols present parted to make way for him. It seemed like common knowledge who Yonghwa’s Buin is. Yonghwa went on to make silly conversations and it cracked Hyun and her Unnies up. All the time, Hynnnie was touching her hair feeling self-conscious with the way Yong addressed her and also how he playfully hit her arm. Her Unnies, as usual were teasing her about Yong seobang right after that encounter, while she continued to deny their teasing by putting forth a nonchalant front. But somehow this time, the teasing did get to her. She did not feel so indifferent anymore. Hyun shook herself and told herself to collect her senses for her performance later.