08 | Confuse

 

 

 

"Are you sure she will like this?"

 

"I've send her a text message - No worries. She expect us. Yah! It was you who suggested this in the first place!"

 

"You texted her? It's not a surprise anymore, Nicole!"

 

"I know. Hehe Sorry!"

 

Nicole didn't hesitate and drag her cousin gently, all the way to the lounge of FAB building. She was about to ask the information desk about Yoona when Jessica stop her.

 

"I know where's her office. Yoona mentioned to me earlier." It's Jessica's turn to drag her cousin, on the way to the nearest lift.

 

It was a great timing as the lift had arrive. They came rushing not wanting to miss it. However, their excitements dropped drastically when they caught two girls kissing. Jessica especially covered , surprised. But as she realized who is the other girl, she was stunned.

 

"Im Yoona?!" came her hoarse voice, couldn't believe the scene.

 

Seohyun and Yoona pulled back, flustered.

 

"Je-Jessica? N-Nicole?" 

 

Jessica and Nicole's eyes all landed to Seohyun, who was apparently surprised as well. Without any words, Jessica her back and frantically walks away, dragging her heavy steps. But soon enough, she runs.

 

As the metal door was about to close, Yoona stopped it and immediately chases the brown haired girl. Seohyun was too shock with the event that she did not even move, whilst the other girl standing outside is obviously not please with what they witness with her friend. Instead of minding her, she presses whatever her finger had pressed on the button. Consequently causing for the elevator door close and moves up again. Sighing, deeply, Seohyun bumped her head behind for a couple times. "Such a bad timing. That stupid b*tch. Well, 5:2." She snickers, as she realized she won the game earlier.

 

Meanwhile, Yoona was fast enough - she blocks Jessica's car before the latter can start her engine.

 

"Director, it's not what you think!" she shouted, anxiously. "Please let's talk this out. Let me explain what happened!" 

 

Jessica did not listen, as she let the car moves, yet, Yoona won't still leave. She forcibly stopped it.

 

"Please... Please... let me explain!!! I swear! I did not intend it!!!" Yoona cried, he put her hands on top of the hood of car, begging more and more. She's not sure what made her run away, but she thought she must have broke any rule in the Agency. And she has to explain she's innocent about it. Is she even innocent?

 

"Please... you need to get out there. I'm not doing anything wrong." She continued, hoping the latter will eventually forgive her.

 

A couple of minutes later, Jessica decided to let go. She set aside her jealousy and broken heart, as she stepped out of the car, facing the obvious anxious girl. "I did not intentionally caught you both as well... but... okay... tell me the real thing." she mutters, softly. Staring deeply into the doe-eyed's eyes, while she's holding back any tears.

 

Taking a deep breath, Yoona took all her time to gather her thoughts back. "... I... " she pause and continue. "What happened... I know it may broke any protocol... of a boss and an employee relationship. I know it's... against any company as well... but I swear... I am innocent. You know me too well. I can't... do such thing like that - especially... inside a company. Director... It wasn't me. I mean... she..." again she paused as she tried to let the next words out of . "S-she... kissed me. I... swear, I never wanted that to happen... she-she just surprised me... whatsoever...it was a force - Yeah... you know the girl, right?  a-and - and... Nothing is going on between us." she ended it with a deep breath in, and let out... relieved she was able to say it.

 

"A boss and... an employee's relationship is indeed... prohibited. Yet, it can be... also... allowed... if the person - I mean the boss, is the owner." Jessica says, a bit low. She was disappointed that Yoona thought she runs because she thought they have relationship. And a protocol might have broke it. Well, it does - if they're dating. Somehow, it made sense.

 

"I am not doing wrong." Yoona's eyes is slowly showing tears, as she felt like Jessica did not believe her. Her arms are so weak now. And heart is beating so slow. 

 

Jessica stepped forward and cup her cheeks, she held it. 

 

"Belive me please... "

 

"You don't like her? Or do you?" Jessica huskily whispered. She just want to make sure, before she could believe her.

 

Yoona was about to say 'no' instantly, when suddenly, her mind and heart crosses to what happened - she kissed Seohyun back. She doesn't know what she's going to answer.

 

"Yoona, tell me... " However, Jessica is persistent.

 

"I... "  like you. She wanted to say the three words so bad, but her tongue was tied again. And yet, her mind keeps shifting over Seohyun. Does she likes Seohyun now? Or does she likes Jessica more? She was so confuse. How could she'd be confuse right now when her first cush is now asking her. This is even a good chance to confess. However, that tiger - she's filling up her mind unconsciously. Must be the effect of hanging out with her?

 

"I... what?" Jessica patiently waited.

 

Yoona pout her lips, feeling so uncertain with the things going on inside her heart and mind. Her tears unconsciously drops finally. Yet, Jessica wipes them off.

 

"Omo. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry Yoona. I-"

 

"I don't like her. I don't like her, Jess. i swear I don't." Yoona decided to just say the words she knows Jessica will accept. The latter smiled and pulled her for a warm and tight hug. She helplessly hugs her back, couldn't help it and really sob. She felt so bad, at the same time, bothered with her own confuse feelings towards the two girls.

 

They stayed for a while, just hugging each other, feeling like they needed it at times like this. Especially for the doe-eyed beauty, who was thankful with Jessica's acceptance -- that she's innocent with the kiss. Her heart had finally calm down, as she let herself drown to Jessica's embrace.

 

"Can I borrow you for a while?" Jessica pulled back, smiling brightly. She felt so relieved the doe-eyed had confirm it to her. She has a bigger chance to her heart, obviously. She's thinking positively more at this moment now. 

 

"Where? I mean, yeah, sure." Yoona smiled back, holding the latter's soft hands.

 

Taking the advantage, Jessica gently drags Yoona to the car and opens it for her, instead of the latter. Chuckling, Yoona stepped in and Jessica took the driver's seat.

 

"Is this going to be another dinner?"

 

"Hmm, kind of. But not in your Condo anymore. You'll know when we arrive." Jessica softly says, before turning the engine and cautiously drives the car off of the building.

 

Nicole, she's been eavesdropping earlier, is smiling from ear to ear - watching her cousin, finally taking her best friend out. 'It looks like, someone will be in a relationship tonight.'

 

Inside her own office, Seohyun just took her seat to her leather chair, couldn't believe she caught the Jessica taking her assistant out with her through the glass wall in her office. "Well, she likes the girl - nothing is wrong with that. Unless, she will not go back here, anymore. ing love disturbs work." she ignored and turned to her desk, and was about to busy herself with the files on top of it when a knock on the door was heard. "Come in." she coldly just answers.

 

The door opens, Donghae walks in with a box of pizza. "I've heard you did not go out with your assistant, so I ordered something for you. Oh, are you also available, our composers wants to talk to you." He was smiling so charmingly towards her ex fiancee.

 

"Pizza?" Seohyun looked at Donghae."Hawaiian?" at least, her mood lit up when she caught the box of pizza.

 

"Absolutely, dear." Donghae put the box down on to her desk.

 

"Let's eat together, then." She got up and picked it up. "To the studio." she added, as she walks out the room. As much as she wanted to avoid Donghae, she knows it's not going to be alright. She should set aside personal hatred and do her work professionally.

 

Donghae followed, quickly picking up one slice of it.

 

"Stealing my own pizza is prohibited, Mr. Lee.

 

"Haven't change, eh?"

 

"You are an a**hole."

 

"Whatever, Joohyun." Donghae chuckles, as she made a way for the higher boss, entering the lift. 

 

As soon as they're in, Seohyun had a little flashback to what happened in the elevator just moments ago. If she's not wrong, Yoona kissed her back - and did they shared a sweet passionate kiss for only a couple of seconds because Jessica and another girl came to disturb them. "Aish! Stupid Alligator!" She literally shakes her head, irritated her mind to think about the kiss again. This must be the first time she's able to recall a kiss. Out from all the guys or girls that she kissed, she definitely has no reconciliation with it.

 

"Alligator? Are you having a pet?" Donghae couldn't help it and chuckle once again. It was so random and really weird to hear her talking about it. And she's obviously irritated.

 

"A pet?" Seohyun creased her brows towards Donghae. Somehow, the word 'pet' haven't crossed her mind.

 

"Yah! You just said Alligator! So I thought you have some pet at home?"

 

Seohyun blinks for thrice before an idea hits her head. "I think I should start petting an alligator. It would be a nice idea to keep one at home."

 

"Oh, so you're yet to get one?"

 

With a smirk, Seohyun nodded, determined. When Donghae was about to steal one slice of her pizza, she quickly slapped his hand away.

 

"Hehe, you should get a tiger not an alligator though." Donghae suggested, as he thought of the girl. 

 

"Tsk,tsk... alligator is cuter."

 

"What? How can an alligator cute?"

 

"Search it on google. I've seen a lot of cute alligator there."

 

"Chincha?"

 

"Aish! Just search it, Mr. Lee!"

 

Hesitantly, Donghae opened his phone and did search alligator. But he found only one that is cute to his eyes. "How about this?" and shows it to Seohyun.

 

 

"Aww, that is so cute Mr. Lee. But no, that's not what I mean. Um... " Freeing her right hand, Seohyun fished her phone out of her pocket and opens it. She opens the gallery and quickly shows the picture she had searched last night. 

 

 

"What the heck. That's so ugly. Look at its eyes, they're really... I mean, it looks like, it will about to eat someone." Donghae grimaced at the picture.

 

Seohyun chuckles, keeping her phone back. "That's cute for me, though." as she casually have another slice of her pizza.

 

"Then, get one. If that is cute for you."

 

"I will really get one alligator or even two. And I will put it in front of the door." Seohyun can already imagine, Yoonggator screaming in pain the moment her sister/brother (alligator) will bite on her. "WAHAHAHAAH!" she just devilishly laughs so hard, earning a weird look from Donghae, himself. She was so immense to herself, laughing, that she did not notice, Donghae have stole two slices of pizza already.

 

 

 

 

[Han River Park]

 

 

"Wow." Yoona exclaimed, the moment she saw how beautiful the park at night. The lights and the stars above the sky is definitely making it so beautiful. "This is amazing, Sica."

 

"I knew you would like it here." Jessica casually answered, as she put on the picnic mat on the ground whilst, Yoona help her carry the basket later on. As they both seated on the mat, she opened the basket and revealed her own home cook food. 

 

"Oh my, are you planning to make me fat?" Yoona chuckles, amusingly. She thought there's only two to three food, but she can see a total of six?

 

Jessica giggles at the other girl's reaction. She casually picked up each tupperware out and Yoona help her with the napkin. The latter put a napkin on her lap while she also does it for herself. A coupe of minutes later, they have set all the food in the middle.

 

"I seriously loves hanging out with you. You always made me full." Yoona can't help it and comment, truthfully. Earlier at lunch and then now. But before she could feed herself, she suddenly thought of something. "By the way, earlier in the restaurant. I'm so sorry. My boss called and I have to leave."

 

"Don't think about it anymore, Yoong." Jessica sweetly smiled, as she feeds Yoona with one kim bap - the latter quickly opens and munch on it. "I know it's working hours again, I always know that kind of works." she added.

 

Smiling back, Yoona also picked up one piece of kim bap and feeds Jessica. "Yeah, and we shouldn't be thinking about my boss." Damn, kiss.

 

"It taste good, right?"

 

"Yes. It tastes even better than mine." Yoona giggles, helping herself this time, with the other food, like the chicken curry, a home made grilled meat, the soup, and more side dishes. She's like in a restaurant again. The difference is, they're in a park. And it feels so romantic.

 

"By the way, this is the first time I've bring someone here, with me." Jessica regretted with her words, yet, it feels right when the latter looked at her intently, and then charmingly smiled. That just made her heart skips a beat.

 

"I feel so honored, then. Sometime, I will treat you." Yoona mumbles, while she keeps on feeding herself. Her stomach has been so growling in the road, she needed to really fill it up.

 

"That's your promise."

 

"Definitely." Yoona chuckles. But out of a sudden, the word 'promise', made her remember about Seohyun again. The latter doesn't like promising. She sighed, scolding herself for crossing her mind about the girl again.

 

Giggling how cute Yoona eats, Jessica just couldn't contain that giddy inside. Especially that, even if she eats with those big mouth, she still look so gorgeous. A gorgeous cute, Im Yoona? How adorable.

 

"Um, I just thought too. Would you mind sending me a message through emails when something is going on in the agency? You know, my boss is strict. I don't want to miss any updates." 

 

"No wonder - she won't allow you to use your phone... does she?"

 

Nodding slowly, Yoona raised her shoulders. "Like I can complain, right?"

 

"Well, that's Okay. I think it's more convenient in emails."

 

"Quiet. But I still prefer phone. You know, you can call and send a message."

 

"Hey, we can video chat too. Not for any emergency, but you know... for keeping in touch. Why don't we do it instead of emails?"

 

Yoona chuckles at Jessica's cute suggestion. "It is a good idea but I'm always in the office - My boss will see you in my monitor. I'll be really dead."

 

"Oh yeah, Sorry. Okay. Let's just use it." Jessica smiled back, couldn't complain anymore. She picked up another piece of kim bap and feeds Yoona. The girl giggles which made her giggle as well.

 

The rest of the dinner was spent with more random topics. Yoona and Jessica enjoyed it, but before they can leave the park and separate ways, Yoona suddenly thought of something when she caught someone passes at them, riding on a bike. Without hesitations, she drags the other girl to the where bikes are being rented. Instead of two bikes, she rented only one.

 

"Where am I going to sit?" Jessica got anxious, the moment Yoona step on it.

 

"Here, in front, Sica." Yoona excitedly instructed.

 

"No. I'll sit at the back." Jessica however doesn't like it. She did not wait for any response anymore and took the seat behind. She put held Yoona on the hem of her shirt, and, instructed, "Come on, Yoong! Let's go!" she got really excited.

 

A smirk was seen in Yoona's features, she began to paddle without warning - which made the other girl to wrap her arms around her waist instead. Yoona couldn't help it and bit her lower lip, suppressing that big smile she's slowly wearing in her face.

 

On the other hand, Jessica is really loving the feeling, being alone with Yoona like this is really a great feeling. She tightened her hold around Yoona's waist and closes her eyes, enjoying the fresh air that would constantly brush on her face. Though the weather is a bit cold, she felt so warm inside. Keeping her feelings for 5 months now surely made her fell deeply for the doe-eyed. She's sure confessing her feelings tonight would be an awesome chance.

 

"Jess... " Yoona suddenly spoke.

 

"Hmm?" Which Jessica just hum to reply.

 

"I was thinking... have... have you ever in a relationship?" Yoona immediately bite her lower lip after she heard herself. Her heart is nervously beating again.

 

Jessica opens her eyes, surprised with the sudden question.

 

"I mean, I was just... w-wondering." Yoona added, softly. She thought if she had dated anyone, she thought it's not a good thing to confess at the moment. If she hadn't, then it is.

 

"I haven't... ever since high school." Jessica softly uttered.

 

"Oh." Yoona just said.

 

"Why are you asking?"

 

Yoona smiled. "Um, just curious." quietly upset with Jessica's answer.

 

"But that was a long time ago. I even don't even remember who was that someone I dated." Jessica sighed.

 

"No? So she or he is your first love?"

 

"She. She's my first love."

 

"I see... " Yoona just nodded calmly. Suddenly an idea came to her mind, she fastens her paddle. Jessica has to hold on tight and squeal when just suddenly did it. Heck, she enjoyed it. Jessica has never failed her to make her feel so good. Unlike that tiger, she always got some nervous. She keeps on laughing, as Jessica keeps on hitting her back for being so naughty.

 

A good 30 minutes later, they finally went back to the car. Yoona is in the passenger while Jessica takes the driver seat. But before going back, Jessica wanted to confess already. So she take all her advantage and turned to Yoona -- taking both of her hands.

 

Yoona is shivering, as she seems to have seen this scene. She keep her calm and hold Jessica back while she takes her time. 

 

"Yoong, I won't take this long... " Jessica started. "Remember in the restaurant?"

 

"Yeah, are you saying the same?" Puzzled, Yoona softly uttered.

 

Jessica smiled and nodded to confirm it. "Um... Im Yoona... I know this may sound a bit weird because... I'm higher position in the agency, but believe... all of these are true."

 

"Okay. Tell me." Yoona keep her mind at peace, while she focused to the girl's eyes. Her heart is starting to pump so wild. Will Jessica confesses? Which means... she liked her back?

 

"Yoong."

 

"Hmm?"

 

Jessica sighed and finally uttered the best three words she has ever said. "I like you."

 

"Pardon?" Too bad, a couple suddenly passes the car, while laughing, Yoona didn't get to hear it. But she's quiet suspecting her lips uttered 'I like you'? Not really of it.

 

Frustratingly, Jessica slapped the steering wheel and suddenly shouted, "I LIKE YOU, YOONA! I LIKE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!! CAN'T YOU HEAR ME?"

 

The doe-eyed girl's eyes widened, as soon as she heard them clearly. And for some reason, her mind and heart refuse to respond for a couple of seconds. Yet, as it continue to respond, it process what she just heard. "What?" and that is all that she could say before Jessica suddenly pulled her for a deep kiss she almost want to jump out of the car. Yet, as seconds pass, and Jessica still stayed her lips against hers, she softened. She was so caught up in the moment. Her eyes closes and unconsciously, she can see Seohyun through her closing eyes. As if it's her, she gently kissed Jessica back. But immediately, an image of Jessica appeared, and her confessions earlier lingered her head. She almost want to stop, but she had fallen so much to Jessica's kisses already and can no longer escape. She gently nibbled on Jessica's lower lip asking for an entrance, the girl instantly opened up. Fireworks eventually exploded between them as they savor each other.

 

Jessica literally just pulled Yoona through her neck to deepen more of their lip locking. Whilst, Yoona stays her hands on her waist.

 

 

 

 

[FAB Building]

 

 

 

'I don't know - I'm sorry Sica. I hope you understand. My mind is so mess right now... But I'll be sure to think about it.'

 

"Aigoo, what am I doing? It was sure we had the same... Aish! I hate this!!! I need some cool time!!!" Frustratingly, Yoona ruffle her hair, while she's walking in the lounge of FAB. Some few train