Kris,I said

Yes ____,Kris said

Kris,I was wondering after I did that kiss. You would like me back.

I do like you ____,Kris said

Then,why in the beginning you never say anything. You didn't even introduce me to your fans. It was like I was just a regular fan to you.I said

But,your not just a regular fan to me at all. A fan doesn't come up to their oppa and just kiss them. You on the other hand makes it different. Kris said

How.I said

I wish I knew,Kris said

You wish you knew,I said

You're like that Character Rikki who always have to defend herself.Kris said

I am not,I said

We both laugh

I look at ___,and saw her smile for the first time in a long time.Kris said

Time pass

11am

I started to worry about Mama and Kris. Kris is now a actor in China and Mama is a actress in London. And i'm stuck in the middle.I look down.Should I join the entertainment industry in Seoul?What should I do? I put my hands through my hair. I mean I can sing and dance at the same time. Which entertainment to go with though? 

Flashback before Kris Fan meet

I record my video to three different agencies Hello my name is ____ and im 17 years old.I show them my dance and and sing a bit. Bye,I said.I turn off the record button and upload my video to the agency website. I breath slowly. I look at the clock and saw Kris fan meet was about to begin.I walk out of my house.

Flashback ends

I look at my computer again and waited for a email to come through. I said