Dear Jerk, It's War !

Paper Heart
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Luhan would have returned in his room directly after the show was done, but he wanted to congratulate Jongin for his amazing performance.

 

This was the only reason he used his VIP pass to go backstage.

 

The only reason.

 

This was also the only reason he was rooted at his spot as a smirking Sehun marched towards him.

 

And this was the only reason his heart felt like jumping out of his chest.

 

The only reason.

 

"So, how was it?"

 

Luhan was too perturbed by Sehun’s sweaty neck to hear his question. Only after, a bit too long time, he focused on Sehun’s face and saw one of his eyebrow raised in confusion.

 

Luhan could feel his cheeks warming. Get your together Luhan! “Huh? You– what?”

 

"The show, how was it?" Sehun repeated and thankfully, he didn’t seem affected by Luhan’s weird behavior.

 

"Oh, that." Of course that idiot! "It was okay."

 

"It was awesome." Sehun rectified.

 

All of Luhan dizziness faded away behind a deep frown at that sole sentence. “Why are you asking me if you’re already convinced by your own judgment?”

 

"Why did I ask if I knew you were going to lie is a better question."

 

Luhan narrowed his eyes. “I’m returning to the room.” At that, Sehun chuckled and Luhan took it as a clue to leave, quickly. Not because he liked the sound, no. He was just tired.

 

But Sehun had to halt his steps by grabbing his arm and say with an amused tone, "Why are you such in a hurry, hyung?"

 

Hyung. The only sign of consideration Sehun ever showed him was that single word if Luhan didn’t count that day the younger bowed at him. It was an accident as Sehun had mistook him for Baekhyun. Luhan didn’t understand how Sehun could have confound them since they looked nothing alike apart from their “little height” as Sehun had innocently pointed out. A pity some teachers were talking in the hallway, Luhan wouldn't have had to keep his clenched hands by his sides otherwise.

 

"I need to study," Luhan replied, pulling his arm out of Sehun’s hold. Without looking back, he made his way towards the dorm.

 

 

 

~

 

 

 

"You ."

 

"Yes, that’s why I’m beating the out of you!" Luhan retorted, his body swaying by how much force he was pressing on the game controller’s buttons. He looked like a retard according to his roommate, but Luhan couldn’t care less about his remarks. He knew that Sehun was saying them lest of Luhan winning against him.

 

Unfortunately for him, that was exactly what was happening.

 

It was one of those rare nights when Sehun and Luhan put their hate for each other aside and worked together to kill the time. One of these rare nights when there was nothing to do. Well, Luhan needed to study but it seemed like he forgot about it after Sehun had told him that he couldn’t beat him. Without wasting a second, Luhan had sat on the couch, took the second controller and was ready to rip that smirk off of Sehun’s face.

 

The brat knew how to get Luhan do what he wanted.

 

But for the first time, Luhan was glad he accepted

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silentescapade
#1
Well, here it is. 7 years! This may be my final comment, but who knows? I might come back again next year, or I might come back in a few years… I don’t want to completely leave this behind forever, but I also don’t know how long we can consistently keep this going. So this may be my last long, deep message, but hopefully I remember to drop by with quick comments in the future. I definitely didn’t expect these messages to turn into this or become a regular thing when I first started commenting here. But it really is so wholesome, and I’m glad to hear it helped you. It helped me stay grounded too.

Happy new year to you too! These past couple of years have been rough, but I hope you’re doing well and staying safe.

I graduated from uni a semester early, so I finished a couple of months ago! Now I have to prepare to be a real adult haha. Since I'm done with uni, I figured it was also a good time to bring these comments to a close, but now that I’m here, it feels very bittersweet.

It really doesn’t feel like 7 years have gone by. Time moves so slowly in the present but it seems to have flown by when I reflect on it. Like I said before, this fic is precious to me because it represents many aspects of my young life and brings back lots of fond memories. I was so invested in Kpop, EXO, shipping, and all of that stuff in those days. I feel old looking back on things like this lol. But I think those were some of the best times of my life.

So, thank you. For Paper Heart. For writing. For creating something I will always cherish. For reading my annual comments and replying every year. For all of the memories.

Thank you for everything. ❤️
silentescapade
#2
6 years!! This one won’t be as deep as last year hehe, just some random thoughts. (I love reading your responses btw - I don’t reply to them because it feels right to leave it as it is, but I promise I read them every year.)

Since last year, I’ve delved back into Kpop a bit, and I decided to simply enjoy the content for what it is. I try to stay away from the toxicity in the community and instead just quietly listen to the music and watch videos/shows for my own comfort. I’m sad that Kpop isn’t what it used to be, and I will always miss the old times, but I’m happy that I’m still able to love Kpop like I used to. Nothing is the same as it was, but this is more than enough for me. This fic reminds me of how things were back then, and I am satisfied with that.

I had a long break from uni, so I’ve been reading a lot more fanfics these days and revisiting some old ones as well. I just reread this fic again after a long time and it’s just as good as it was back then :) I don’t know what it is, I just really like your writing style.

Reading Paper Heart again now, from beginning to end, is kinda weird because I still feel all of the emotions that I probably did when I first read it in its entirety (which was so long ago that I don’t even really remember what I was feeling tbh). But it’s funny because I still experience all of the frustration and happiness and heart-flutters with thoughts like, “Oh my god if Baekhyun interrupts one more time I swear-“ and “Awww Sehun~” and “Wow, Chanyeol is really dumb.” I remembered some of my favorite chapters quite vividly, but I think I forgot enough of the fic for it to feel like I was reading it for the first time again, haha. And 6 years later, I love it all the same.

This was just a bunch of random blurbs, so I’m gonna stop now. 2020 was an awful year, so here’s to hoping that 2021 is better. I hope you are okay and doing well, both mentally and physically, despite everything that is happening with the pandemic. Stay safe.

See you next year (hopefully).
xiaolin98 #3
Chapter 29: I am glad that finally they choose to stay with each other. The happy ending. But, I can't help but wonder about Luhan's parents reaction too
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Chapter 29: Awwww sehun is so so romantic
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Chapter 27: Sehun!! You can't say that to your hyung really !!
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Chapter 26: Noooo.. why Luhan's parent is such a er really
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Chapter 25: They are super diper aborable
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Chapter 25: They are super diper aborable
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Chapter 25: They are super diper aborable
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Chapter 25: They are super diper aborable