(Hoya’s POV)

Today is really tough one. I’ve never expect that Hyukaje will confess to me, it’s really out from original my plan. I thought I’m the one who will confess to him today. The one who always love him and the one who send those love note.

I love Lee Hyukjae with all my heart. Even so we’re will never being together, I’m grateful enough, because Hyukjae used to love me like I do. I comeback to here just to find him, to make sure he live peaceful, and to confessing everything that I regret for not telling him before I leaved.

Now my job is done. I really think I can move on, without him. I really thankful because God presenting me some friends who really understand me, who always being with me, and who truly love me.

I think I can move on, like how I managed moved on 10 years ago. I believe Lee Donghae will protect Hyukjae with all his heart, loving him and they will grow old together. I trust him, I trust Lee Donghae. 

Now I can release Lee Hyukjae from my mind and my heart, and send him to Donghae, by myself. I smile, I feel peaceful.

“Howon, are you okay? You know, I’m always here if you need me.” There, the most kind-hearted person asks me. I really fine, at last all burden is gone.

“Yes Dongwoo, thanks.” I smile to him and he nodded at me. He is always by my side, whenever I’m happy or sad, he always being with me.

Maybe, just maybe, I can open my heart to someone else, like Hyukjae do.

(End of Hoya’s POV)

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(Hae’s POV)

I don’t know how long I've sit here, at rooftop. I don’t feel to meet anyone right now. I turned off my phone and layed down to the ground. I can’t do this to Hyukkie. I can’t leave him alone with Minnie and Hoya. We’re promise to be together as he going to meet up with his secret admire, which is happen to be Hoya, his 1^st love.

But I can’t control my jealousy and anger. Is this what we called a FATE? Fates that happen in front of me, and I, myself as a witness of love between Hyukkie and Hoya. If this is what people called a FATE, than it’s really cruel fate. It’s so unfair.

The sky also feel the same like me, sadness. It's raining now and I should get back to my dorm. They must be worried right now. I get shock as I turn on my phone, there’s a hundred missed calls and message from my dorm mate, and Hyukkie.

I should deal my own problem later, because right now, I should call Hyukkie and tell him that I’m alright. I search the name ‘My Love Monkey’ at my phone book, and I click to that name.

He answers my call with sobbing as a background music, “H-Haee? (sobs) W-where are (sobs) y-you right n-now?! (sobs) A-are you o-okay?!” Oh my God, is he crying right now?

“Hyukkie, are you crying? I’m at school, at rooftop. But I’m heading to dorm right now, just wait for me there. I’m fine, don’t worry and stop crying.” I said to him, hopeful he will stop crying.

I really in love with him, even he’s a boy but he acting like a girl whenever he with me.

“O-okayy….. Hae….” and S.I.L.E.N.T! Why he stop talking? Is my creadit out of dateline? But as far as I know, I never used credit, I'm using line for God sake! Maybe he didn't know what to say. Ermmm, so I should make a move.

“I’m sorry.” We both spoke at the same time. Oh why he apologize to me? I’m the one who freaking leave him at that moment!

“No, it’s my fault. I leave you back then. I’m sorry.” I said to him. Well yeah, it’s my fault, I shouldn’t leave him.

“Ermm, it’s okay. I don’t know why, but I feels that I need to apologize to you.” He said to me. Honestly, I'm blur! But you know what? I don’t care anymore, as long as we speak to each other again.

“Okay Hyukkie, I forgive you even I don’t think this is your fault! Haha! Let’s hang up. Bye!” Then I cancel the call.

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As I get into my dorm, everyone start to yelling at me. I can’t understand the hell they talking about because my dorm is in chaos right now! Then I clap my hand to gain their attention. They look at me and I'm start talking. 

“Okay guys, I’m sorry because I turn my phone off. It just, I need some peaceful time to clear up my mind.” I can see all of them let out a deep sigh.

Then Chullie looking at me. His face turning red, which is means he really angry and he start to yelling back at me. “WHERE DID YOU GO?! WE’RE LOOKING FOR YOUR FOR ALMOST 3 HOURS, YOU CRAZY !”

That’s harsh but I get to used with that, he really need to learn some manners. Hahaha!

“I am sorry, I just sit alone at .... ermm... ROOFTOP!” I look at down at my foot and pouting.

Suddenly, they’ll laugh at me out loud. The hell, I don’t get it! First, they are screaming like a mad person then now they laughing? For God sake, please tell me what happen?

Then Leeteuk hyung hugging me. “Actually we’re spend for almost an hour at school searching for you, but we’re never thought that you’ll sit at the rooftop, so we’re just skip that place! Haha!” Oh now I get it! Rooftop is only for weird people. Haha! Then we laugh together, I guess they already forgive me. 

I looking at Hyukkie’s eyes, it’s red and puffy. I bet he’s being crying for a long time. I hold his hand and lead him to the couch, take a seat beside each other. I look into his eyes, and he does the same.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you worried. I’m sorry Hyukkie.” Hyukkie just nodded at me, and from what I see in his face, he al lil bit hesitate to tell me something. So I just wait for his reply.

“Hae, I’ve told Hoya. I’ve confess to him.” DAMMIT!!

I didn’t expect that! At least, not now. I don't lie, it’s really hurt, like your heart being stab with by sharp knife. I guess, they’re officially in relationship right now, since Hyukkie already waiting for Hoya for almost 10 years and I think Hoya also has same feeling to Hyukkie. Believe me, I know!

Ermm, I can’t say anything, not now. I just look at my feet and give him a nodded.

'Haihh pabo Fishy!!' I mentally slap myself. I should be grateful as long as Hyukkie will always being here, with me. Even if we’re just a 'bestfriend'. I should let him go, it's all for his sake and I know Hoya can take a good care of Hyukkie, to protect him and make him happy. Yeah, I can trust Hoya.

I don’t care about myself anymore, I’m not that important, all I want now is the guy in front of me be happy. I believe I’ll also be happy as long as Hyukkie happy. I look at him and smiles.

“Congratulation Hyukkie!! At last, you confess to him! I’m so proud of you. Seriously! Hahaha! Ermm, Hyukkie, I should go now.” I said to him and smile. He just look at me with his confuse look.

I can’t hold myself anymore. I need to go before this tears falling down to my skins. But it's happening now, this crazy heart beating only making me worst, I can't breath! Then I walk away to my room, lock it and lay down to my bed. I take a deep breath and close my eyes. 

Hopeful these sadness will blow away, far away from me.......

Author note: I'm so sorry because this short update. I need my meditation now to regain my idea! Kekeke^^ I think this story is out from my original plot. Huaaaa!!! I'm so sad!! I dont know, should I fix it or should I move on with current situation? *pouting* Did you guys heard Selena's new song? "Love you like a love song" i love that song but her music video such a crap, if I may say! Well, Eunhyuk at Czech?! Hopeful he'll have a good time there with his beloved family!! :)) Last words, please comment, subs and enjoy!! Love ya^^

p/s: Last night Hyukkie and KyuKyu comes to my dream!! Yahooo!! But KyuKyu is the one who catch my attenion in that dream. This is because I saw him yesterday at Star King! And I'm kinda falling to him right now! Sorry Hyukkie, Hae, and Henry... I can't help my self either!! T_T