Fill Me Up

Description

Ever since he was little Jimin’s been told he was too big and ate too much. The voices of the laughing kids stayed him with until the end. Until someone pulled him out of his misery.

Foreword

I love writing depressing fanfiction, and what better way to start an account than by writing (most likely) the most depressing thing I’ve ever written? The fic itself is done, all I have to do is publish it. I will most likely update every week unless for whatever reason it gets a lot of attention or something.

I was very upset when I heard that Jungkook only eats one meal per day and that Jimin used to do the same. Jimin said he now eats two meals, but his lack of confidence in himself is bluntly obvious and it bothers me because he’s an actual angel.

I am in NO WAY glorifying nor romanticizing eating disorders, self-harm, or any other mental problem mentioned in the story. If you or someone you know suffers from any of the mentioned things please get help, it really can save a live.

Trigger Warnings

​-  Detailed description of eating disorders

- Mentions of self-harm

-Mentions of suicide

-Mentions of anxiety

-Mentions of bullying

-Mentions of abusive hoseholds

If I missed anything please tell me so I can put it up! The last thing I want to do is trigger someone.

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i-love-this-story #1
This story was so absolutely perfect. It’s one of those stories that’s going to stick by me for a long time. I only made this account to comment this because I just couldn’t not.
So many eating disorder stories are just downright insulting, but this story was the opposite of that. It was like it was taking the words straight out of my head. Seriously, minus the bullying and the getting actual help parts, I related to every moment. The last chapter had me crying, it was just so real. Recovery is so often portrayed as “Wow, suddenly I want to recover! I’m eating good now yay!”. You really captured the fact that it can be done, but it takes time and a lot of effort. It made me want to go eat a chocolate bar.
Thank you for this story.
Taeisapunchline #2
This was so wonderful. I was wondering if you would write one about Taehyung's character in this story?
Geekaee #3
Chapter 10: I'm amazed by your writing skills and how great you portraited the issue. I hope you will write Taehyungs story as well, since it's another serious topic and his story seems tragic and interesting. Thank you for the good work!
Han_XinYue #4
Chapter 10: This last chapter wrapped everything up just perfectly. Thank you so much for writing this amazing story!
KPVIP26 #5
Chapter 9: Authornim>>> CHIM CHIM'S SHIRT THO (nudges authornim to read what jimin's shirt (in the picture) says ) 0_0
Me: DAEBAK!!! 0_0
Beenanaboat #6
Chapter 10: This was such a good story!!
I was having a eating disorder myself for many years . I started dancing at the age of 15 and that helped me to recover and to slowly start eating again. There I found great friends who liked me the way I was and helped me on my way.
But now I had to move and cannot see my dance team anymore and I started to skip meals again. I try to stay strong and hope everything will become better again...
Anyways reading your story made me tear up. It is written so beautifully
Thank you :)
Ray_of_stars #7
Chapter 10: Thanks, i needed this..."recovery was life-saving" just about got me crying like a baby
sebootyo #8
This was literally so good I teared up a lot due to past times
Hopehope94 #9
Chapter 10: oh my god :') I had a teary eyes when reading this story. it was good to have an happy ending :')
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