So this isa story of my life. I'm a young twenty year old girl who just wants to see something work in my life for once. My family is a wreck, money is tight, my friends don't and won't understand me. But worst of all, I hate who I am. I hate the kind of person I've become over the years. I'm so inconfident, selfish and I just can't be confrontational. I've watched a lot of movies and seen a lot of girls who learn to stick up for themselves, but I fear that I'll never be like them.

But I just hope things change soon.