#jungkook#jimin#bangtanboys

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*SCHOOL*

 [Jae's POV]

Being a fan girl is fun but it is the worst thing that you could ever be because you are ONLY A FAN to someone that you love.

"Yah! Jae! Are you going to Bangtan's concert this saturday?"  

"Yeah. *sigh*"

"What happened? You look so down." 

"Nothing. It's just that sometimes i'm tired of being a fan girl. Thinking  that they won't look at us more than a fan girl. We are just a fan and nothing more. Why do I have to be in love with someone who doesn't even know that I exist?"

"Well that's the worst part of being a fan girl. When you fall, no one will catch you. You can love them and they can be your world but for them you're still just a fan girl. You can't expect them that you will be their world too. You know that from the very start that our world is different from them." 

"*sigh* Yeah. Maybe this will be the last time that i'll go to a concert but I'll still go on the concert thanks Gine"  

Gine is right. I should stop this craziness of mine. Jimin oppa will never notice me.

"If that's what you want" she smiled. 

 

*BTS CONCERT*

"Hi guys!" -Jimin 

"Kyaaaaaaaaaah" 

Omo jimin oppa! 

*phone ringing*

Aish. Jimin oppa just come out from the backstage. Im gonna kill whoever is this if what she will say is not important! 

"Hello?"

"Jae!" 

"Gine?"

"Kyaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!"

"Aish wait I can't hear you. Im here at the concert. I'll just find a place where I can hear you" 

Aish. I'm gonna kill this girl jinjja if what she will say is not important. It is jimin oppa's solo stage huhu 

"Yah! Gine! What do you want?!" 

"Jaeeee! I broke up with jonghun!" 

"What?! Why?! Does he have an affair with other girl?!"

"No." 

"Then what?"

"I saw him watching his reality show."

"What show?" 

"Mnet Scandal. We know that he loved that girl right? Maybe he's not yet moved on.. So i broke up with him.."

"Did he explain?"

"No. I didn't let him"

"Aish. Let's talk about that later. Okay? Aish Jimin oppa is having his solo stage! I need to watch him!" 

"Haha okay"

Aish this girl. I gotta go! 

Hmm wait.. Is that Jungkook oppa? O_O Omo! He kiss Lovelyz's Yein! They have a relationship? Omo! 

*slap* 

Wait why did Yein slap Jungkook oppa? They have a relationship? Kyaaaaah yein is going this way! I should hide! 

"We're done jungkook" 

Then Yein walkout. I need to go. Someone might see me. I was about to go when.. 

"Hey!"

I froze. Shiz I forgot. Jungkook oppa is still there. I slowly look at him then gave him a nervous smile. 

"What are you doing here? You're a saesang fan right? Now what?"

I can't say anything. He's mad. Maybe because he and yein broke up. I didn't realize he was now so close to me. 

"What?!"

"Uhmm.. I-i don't.."

O_O 

"Yah!!! "

"Huh! Are you happy now huh?! I'm sure you have your friends somewhere taking pictures. Maybe she was also able to capture when I kiss you! Or not? Do you want me to repeat it? " 

I can't move. This is not jungkook oppa that I always see smiling on the screen and on the pictures. Tears fall down on my chix. Aish why am I crying!? I run back inside and saw Jimin oppa saying goodbye. I can't focus on the concert so i just decided to go home.