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I am because we are (Ubuntu) [Permanent Hiatus]
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Shopping for Christmas gifts was both exciting and a burden. It was exciting because the mere thought of looking for something to gift to someone, thinking of how they’ll react to a thoughtful gift, sends a swarm of fluttery feelings inside of him. Then again, for two years, he’s only ever really bothered to give one gift – to his only friend Kyungsoo. And it helps that Kyungsoo was never the picky type and has always appreciated Baekhyun’s gifts although small. He does take time to save money for it though, ends up spending nearly months of savings for just one occasion. However, it was a burden due to his limited financial capability. And now that he is part of Team E.B., the burden has increased tenfold – from only worrying about one gift the past Christmases, now there’s an added seven gifts to worry about.

 

 

Wandering around the mall, mindlessly checking out interesting stores he passes, he looks for potential gifts. He passes clothes shops – both brands he’s heard of and brands he’s only seen for the first time but never bothered to remember; passes stalls that sell a variety of things – from cheap clothing to fake and pretty eye catching accessories to fake brands; even passing several restaurants that he used to drool over wondering what the foods tasted like before he met Team E.B.

 

A gift shop in pretty pastel color theme catches his attention. He walks to it and stands by the window hesitant to enter and looks at what is inside. There were a variety of very pretty things – clocks in different shapes and designs, vases in different colors and patterns, notebooks with different cover designs, stuff toys from animals to giant fruits to even weird looking monsters, kitchen utensils with cute designs like a pair of angel and devil salt and pepper shakers; there were a few apparels too – tees with printed owls, a seeming trend, plain canvas shoes for personal designs, caps and hats alike with attached ears.

 

What got his attention though, somehow luring him inside the shop, was a pretty typography the size of a large canvas hung on the wall of the words ‘we fall in love with people we can’t have’. A chuckle escapes his lips as he found it funny how beside it was a creative photo of the words ‘love me like I love you’, both of which applies to him.

He walks over closer to check its prices, having the desire to buy it not necessarily for gifting but for himself. With a heavy sigh and a bittersweet smile, he thinks again. The price of each were too expensive for him.. maybe next time.

 

As he was about to leave, a pretty girl stands beside him and eyes the same photos he is eyeing.

 

“Love me like I love you.” The girl says to no one in particular, Baekhyun glances at her oddly and sees a look of longing in her eyes.

 

“Do you have someone you love too but do not love you the same way?” She continues without looking away the photo, now directing the question to the boy beside her.

 

Albeit with faint bitterness, Baekhyun replies. “Yeah. You too?”

 

The girl meekly nods and Baekhyun misses the same bittersweet smile that appeared too on her lips.

 

For a moment, the two stand in front of the photos in oddly comfortable silence. It seems that both of them share the same sentiment.

 

“Are you getting this?” She asks as she turns to him startling Baekhyun.

 

“N-no. No. Y-you may get it.. if you want.” He stutters, flustered at the sudden attention and unintentionally avoids her eyes. His reaction though elicits a quiet chuckle from the girl.

 

“Thank you.” She says and proceeds to take a hold of the large photo ‘love me like I love you’ and with one last glance and a nod of thanks; she walks to the counter to make her purchase.

 

Baekhyun watches her for a moment, sighing heavily and a last longing look at the photo as the girl hands it to the cashier. He returns his gaze back to the typography photo, longing look gone and replaced by a slight

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exocholic
[Ubuntu] Hello! Just to let everyone know, a little update on the last chapter, it's already on the works! It looks like it's going to be a very long chapter though. So I may have to see if I'll update with what I currently have or just the whole last chapter in one go. But finally getting there! 😭

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MyLipsOnEXOs
#1
This fic is definitely the perfect one for winter. If anyone scrolls the comments they’ll see how often I reread this! At this point I would buy a physical copy of it.
Maya1990
#2
Chapter 95: When I saw in the title that it's in permanent huatus I went to the last ch to see where did it stopped and I swear to god I cried .... the pain I felt was REAL, the last 1000 words broke my heart 💔 now I want to read the whole thing knowing very well it will get me depressed
JuliaByun #3
Chapter 95: August 2023 and I still long for this story 🥹 I keep coming back because it demands my attention. I hope you’re doing great and well authornim ❤️❤️
walkinginmoonlight #4
Chapter 95: Ahh sometimes I get reminded of this fic and just how like, lovely it is? It's been years since I've last reread it, but I still remember it fondly, gosh the times when it had just started I still clearly remember. I was just reminded of aff being a thing today and had to try and remember my login.. I cannot remember if I commented on this chapter already but! Even if it's not the complete end, it's half of the end, so we've come pretty far since the beginning 😊 I know updates went from quick to rather slow, but seeing it's been awhile I got a bit worried so checked your twitter, and it's nice to see you're still doing well! Or, seemingly doing well. That you're still around and still enjoying our EXOs~❤️ so I hope you are doing well! And thank you for the very memorable fic 😊
MyLipsOnEXOs
#5
I've lost count of which rereading this is but this shall definitely always be my comfort fic. Whether it's the writing style or the details or the flow or the characters or maybe all of that together, there's just something that has me always coming back.

I read this for the first time in 2018, 5 years later it still holds a special place in my heart. I usually avoid starting new fics that haven't been updated recently, but just like my very first comment on this fic "It's on permanent hiatus but the foreword has me entranced so I will read it", the story is truly entrancing and gosh I'm grateful I read it!
Exofanland #6
Chapter 95: had to reread the last few chap bc its been so long and yes i am still crying my eyes out.
dreaming777
#7
Chapter 95: Hi there, I've left my aff account for so long an happy to see this update!!!! And truthfully I didn't expect I would still bawled my eyes out 😭
uwuness
#8
i keep coming back here just to check if authornim's have an update but no rush authornim, i can still wait :)))))) i'll reread this again because i'm missing this so much~

take care always~
uwuness
#9
i miss this so much 😭
hearteututu #10
Chapter 95: I’m back after many years and this made me cry so much. I really love this story and can still remember every scene vividly. Tysm for this wonderful and heartfelt chapter 💕