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I am because we are (Ubuntu) [Permanent Hiatus]
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► Crap. I forgot to greet Jongin a happy birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINI!! ehrm Kim Jongin

*kisses* (Actually no I just forgot to include it in my a/n lmao KAY~ Move on~ lawl)

Oh and welcome welcome you precious beautiful person.

/opens arms for attempted impossible hug of holy being./

Enjoy your read ♥

Word Count: 1158

 

 

After the call Kyungsoo received from his mother asking his whereabouts as it was quarter to ten in the evening—damn curfews, the gathering was ended.

 

The teasing dramatic goodbyes to each other and the enthusiastic goodbyes of Jongdae’s parents distracted Baekhyun of Chanyeol’s earlier answer that was left uncommented by the frozen brunette. He was half looking forward and half dreading the moment he seats himself in Chanyeol’s car to be dropped off; once they are left alone.

 

He still did not know how to react—was that a confession? Was Chanyeol serious? He was joking right? What was he supposed to say? Was he even expected to react? To answer?

 

 

 

The first long minutes of the car ride back to university were spent in silence; only the sound of the outside road and the car’s engine was heard.

 

Baekhyun was looking out the window watching Chanyeol’s reflection as he drove. His answer earlier was never brought up and now he begins to question if what he heard was right. The taller didn’t seem to be lost in his own thoughts either; he just has the usual blank look on his face Baekhyun was accustomed to.

 

Halfway through the ride, Baekhyun was conflicted—to ask, or not to ask.. to speak, or not to speak.. to bring it up, or to not bring it up.. asjdhgak.

 

He did not notice Chanyeol’s glances towards him or the open stares at the two red lights they passed. His mind was too mixed with thoughts and conflicts that he was too busy fidgeting and trying to not hyperventilate.

 

The sudden warmth over his fidgeting hands above his lap snapped him back to reality, Chanyeol was holding them. At this he looked up at Chanyeol only to see his usual blank face looking straight and focused on driving.

 

For a moment, he simply stared the hand over his. A small smile and a faint blush on his cheeks appeared and with that, he turned over his hand to interlace their fingers.

 

Baekhyun did not notice the same small smile that appeared on Chanyeol’s. To him, Baekhyun’s action was a silent answer of ‘me too’.

 

 

 

The car was parked behind the rows of trees behind Green Park Paths; the two people inside remained as if they had no plans to part. Inside was still silent, save for the peaceful sounds of the trees swaying on the background and the melodic wind that breezed through the slightly open windows. Their hands were still interlaced, none of them making the first move to separate.

 

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exocholic
[Ubuntu] Hello! Just to let everyone know, a little update on the last chapter, it's already on the works! It looks like it's going to be a very long chapter though. So I may have to see if I'll update with what I currently have or just the whole last chapter in one go. But finally getting there! 😭

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MyLipsOnEXOs
#1
This fic is definitely the perfect one for winter. If anyone scrolls the comments they’ll see how often I reread this! At this point I would buy a physical copy of it.
Maya1990
#2
Chapter 95: When I saw in the title that it's in permanent huatus I went to the last ch to see where did it stopped and I swear to god I cried .... the pain I felt was REAL, the last 1000 words broke my heart 💔 now I want to read the whole thing knowing very well it will get me depressed
JuliaByun #3
Chapter 95: August 2023 and I still long for this story 🥹 I keep coming back because it demands my attention. I hope you’re doing great and well authornim ❤️❤️
walkinginmoonlight #4
Chapter 95: Ahh sometimes I get reminded of this fic and just how like, lovely it is? It's been years since I've last reread it, but I still remember it fondly, gosh the times when it had just started I still clearly remember. I was just reminded of aff being a thing today and had to try and remember my login.. I cannot remember if I commented on this chapter already but! Even if it's not the complete end, it's half of the end, so we've come pretty far since the beginning 😊 I know updates went from quick to rather slow, but seeing it's been awhile I got a bit worried so checked your twitter, and it's nice to see you're still doing well! Or, seemingly doing well. That you're still around and still enjoying our EXOs~❤️ so I hope you are doing well! And thank you for the very memorable fic 😊
MyLipsOnEXOs
#5
I've lost count of which rereading this is but this shall definitely always be my comfort fic. Whether it's the writing style or the details or the flow or the characters or maybe all of that together, there's just something that has me always coming back.

I read this for the first time in 2018, 5 years later it still holds a special place in my heart. I usually avoid starting new fics that haven't been updated recently, but just like my very first comment on this fic "It's on permanent hiatus but the foreword has me entranced so I will read it", the story is truly entrancing and gosh I'm grateful I read it!
Exofanland #6
Chapter 95: had to reread the last few chap bc its been so long and yes i am still crying my eyes out.
dreaming777
#7
Chapter 95: Hi there, I've left my aff account for so long an happy to see this update!!!! And truthfully I didn't expect I would still bawled my eyes out 😭
uwuness
#8
i keep coming back here just to check if authornim's have an update but no rush authornim, i can still wait :)))))) i'll reread this again because i'm missing this so much~

take care always~
uwuness
#9
i miss this so much 😭
hearteututu #10
Chapter 95: I’m back after many years and this made me cry so much. I really love this story and can still remember every scene vividly. Tysm for this wonderful and heartfelt chapter 💕