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I am because we are (Ubuntu) [Permanent Hiatus]
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When the loud sobbing turned to muffled sounds of sniffles Chanyeol pulled away slightly. The sight was painful to see—Baekhyun, who was loved for his bright radiant smiles and sparkling eyes, was now reduced to an after look of a sobbing mess; red puffy eyes, wet cheeks, snot. It all pained Chanyeol.

 

“Here.” A handkerchief was gently handed to Baekhyun who hesitantly took it. “Fix yourself. I’ll wait for you at the usual. Take as long as you need.”

 

There was finality in his voice that left Baekhyun both confused and scared. They still had class to attend to, meet out in broad daylight? What is he planning? But before he could form a reply, Chanyeol continued with voice still firm.

 

“If anyone asks tell them we did not speak. Jongdae and Jongin are somewhere outside on the lookout.”

 

Without another word, Chanyeol walked out silently without looking back. Baekhyun was again left alone and speechless.

 

 

The image Baekhyun saw of himself in the mirror sent a pitying feeling inside of him. He broke down, in front of Chanyeol no less. He felt tired.. exhausted, the crying draining his strength away.

 

He splashes water to his face, removing any trace of tears; inhales and exhales heavily pumping himself up to return back to his self before all the mess.

 

The canvas he placed in front of him had parts of hugely smudged paint ruining the beautiful painting it once was. He sighed at the sight; it looks like he’s going to have to repeat it again or at least figure out how to fix the ruined painting.

 

With one last look at the mirror and when he deemed himself ready, he leaves.

 

 

 

 

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Baekhyun was walking the isolated path to Green Park Paths. Jongdae and Jongin met him outside the restroom after making sure there was no one around and gave him concerned looks to which he simply replied with a smile. Much to Baekhyun’s dislike, the two took responsibility of his things and took hold of his canvas telling him that they’d take care of it and pushes him forward to meet Chanyeol as planned.

 

 

 

Trees swayed peacefully around Baekhyun, the sound of rustling wind the only thing heard aside from the distant occasional sounds inside the university buildings. He loved walking at this part of the campus, away from the hustle and bustle. Students rarely walked these paths as it was too far a distance for their liking.

 

The sight of Chanyeol leaning against his car while looking above made Baekhyun want to turn around and hide. But it was too late as the taller looked his way and spotted him.

 

He wasn’t called out nor was he gestured to come near, Chanyeol simply stood looking at him with eyes he can’t seem to decipher what mea

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exocholic
[Ubuntu] Hello! Just to let everyone know, a little update on the last chapter, it's already on the works! It looks like it's going to be a very long chapter though. So I may have to see if I'll update with what I currently have or just the whole last chapter in one go. But finally getting there! 😭

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MyLipsOnEXOs
#1
This fic is definitely the perfect one for winter. If anyone scrolls the comments they’ll see how often I reread this! At this point I would buy a physical copy of it.
Maya1990
#2
Chapter 95: When I saw in the title that it's in permanent huatus I went to the last ch to see where did it stopped and I swear to god I cried .... the pain I felt was REAL, the last 1000 words broke my heart 💔 now I want to read the whole thing knowing very well it will get me depressed
JuliaByun #3
Chapter 95: August 2023 and I still long for this story 🥹 I keep coming back because it demands my attention. I hope you’re doing great and well authornim ❤️❤️
walkinginmoonlight #4
Chapter 95: Ahh sometimes I get reminded of this fic and just how like, lovely it is? It's been years since I've last reread it, but I still remember it fondly, gosh the times when it had just started I still clearly remember. I was just reminded of aff being a thing today and had to try and remember my login.. I cannot remember if I commented on this chapter already but! Even if it's not the complete end, it's half of the end, so we've come pretty far since the beginning 😊 I know updates went from quick to rather slow, but seeing it's been awhile I got a bit worried so checked your twitter, and it's nice to see you're still doing well! Or, seemingly doing well. That you're still around and still enjoying our EXOs~❤️ so I hope you are doing well! And thank you for the very memorable fic 😊
MyLipsOnEXOs
#5
I've lost count of which rereading this is but this shall definitely always be my comfort fic. Whether it's the writing style or the details or the flow or the characters or maybe all of that together, there's just something that has me always coming back.

I read this for the first time in 2018, 5 years later it still holds a special place in my heart. I usually avoid starting new fics that haven't been updated recently, but just like my very first comment on this fic "It's on permanent hiatus but the foreword has me entranced so I will read it", the story is truly entrancing and gosh I'm grateful I read it!
Exofanland #6
Chapter 95: had to reread the last few chap bc its been so long and yes i am still crying my eyes out.
dreaming777
#7
Chapter 95: Hi there, I've left my aff account for so long an happy to see this update!!!! And truthfully I didn't expect I would still bawled my eyes out 😭
uwuness
#8
i keep coming back here just to check if authornim's have an update but no rush authornim, i can still wait :)))))) i'll reread this again because i'm missing this so much~

take care always~
uwuness
#9
i miss this so much 😭
hearteututu #10
Chapter 95: I’m back after many years and this made me cry so much. I really love this story and can still remember every scene vividly. Tysm for this wonderful and heartfelt chapter 💕