Chapter 1: Cafe

It was his birthday. It was the 28th of March 2014. He's turning 20 today. How time flies. It's been almost 2 years ever since Jackson left me. Adding to that, it's also almost 2 years ever since I was awaken from a coma. He left me when I most needed him. It is a pain not knowing the reason why he left. So, without fail, I kept asking my mom why he had to do so and without fail, she tells me that Jackson Wang, my one and only lover, does not love me anymore. I tried not to believe it but hearing it everyday? I just gotta learn to accept the hard truth.

Well, to 'celebrate' his birthday, since I had nothing to do, I bought his favourite pizza and ate all of it by myself since obviously he isn't around. Yeah, he might be gone, but mentally, never in my whole life I think I could ever forget about him. He just debuted, in a boy group, Got7. Knowing that he achieved his dreams was a relieve but once he told me he's gonna achieve it with me. Sigh. I am sure he had forgotten about me already. The nickname he gave me was Youngie. Such a corny yet smart nickname. Everytime when he'd be calling me, that nickname will be said in a cheerful tone and it somehow made me happy. But now that he is popular and soon-to-be successful, he'd probably forgot what's my last name already.

I will once in awhile talk about Jackson with my bestfriend, Eun Sang, especially now that he is appearing on TV more often than ever. She told me she was sick and tired of me talking about Jackson but hey, I did say once in awhile. I'm a fan of Got7. Not gonna lie that I knew them through Jackson but after getting to know them through Variety Shows and such, they are a bunch of lovable guys. Well, my bias had to be Mark. Don't worry, Jackson is one of my biases too. I now only can love him as a fan though. Eun Sang's bias is JB, she said he was charismatic and that melt her heart. Well, whatever you say girl.

Mom was out with Dad to somewhere where I couldn't careless. I was home alone, watching 'Home Alone" in the living room sitting on the couch. After finishing the whole box of pizza to myself and being the 'fatty', I picked up my keys and some money to head by the 24-Hour cafe down the street. It was Jackson's favourite Cafe too. Well, yeah everything on that day sure had to be Jackson-Related. Please note the sarcasm. Haha.

If you knew me well enough, just one box of Pizza isn't enough for me to survive the whole night, alone. OTL.

WHen I took the "Home Alone" CD out of the DVD player, it automatically switched to the main television channel and that's when I saw a familiar guy with his rather cool snapback. Jackson. It just had to be Jackson Wang. With his other members dancing to their debut song 'Girls Girls Girls'. I grabbed the remote control, switched it off. Feeling pissed, I tossed the remote control back on the couch. Well, yeah it was his birthday but please, not everything on that day had to be him-related. I took my favourite pair of pink sneakers, put it on, locked the house doors and walk straight to the Cafe. I tied up my hair into a messy bun with a rubberband I 'found' around my wrist cuz it ain't gonna get into my food. Joking haha. It was pretty late, close to midnight.

While walking, my stomach was grumbling.

"Aishh Jinjja. You're gonna get some food in there soon. Be patient please." I whispered angrily to my stomach while rubbing it.

Jackson's POV

It was my birthday. It just ended as it has past midnight. It was fun but without her, it's different. I meant Uri Youngie. Since I had nothing to do then, and plus the other members when back to our dorms, I decided to head to my favourite Cafe near that area.

 Well sure that Cafe kept a thousanths of memories. But nahh, Young Ji is out of the world to even think about. But yeah, I sure miss her alot.

Young Ji.

Seriously now, I ought to push all my thoughts about her. Not like she's gonna appear out of nowhere right? She's gone, Jackson. I have to remember that she's gone. Then I entered the cafe.

I saw a female teenager with a pink jumper and a pair of black sweatpants with pink polka dots all around it. She had her hair tied up in a bun? Well, I dunno what's it called, mi-an. Anyways. Young Ji sure loves pink. Ani, if she could paint her room straight up pink, she'd love that so much.

I queued a person behind her yet I still can hear her orders. She seems cheerful.

"One red velvet cake and one Americano please!" The teen ordered, cheerfully. Her voice. Her voice is so familiar yet I have yet to hear that voice for a long time. It was so weird. "Oh! and hehe remember the packet of cheese!", the teen added.

A packet of cheese? Really? The only person that would ask for a packet is Youngji, Uri Youngie. The teen didn't order anything that gotta have cheese in it yet she needs it. Well, I guess Uri Youngie isn't the only one on earth then. I chuckled to myself lightly.

"Hyung, may I take your orders?" I drew my attention to the cashier who obviously looks younger than me. I waited for my food next to that teen.

"Here you go Heo-ssi!" The cashier handed her the food and drink she ordered

"Gomawoyo!" The teen said then walked away. Heo was Young Ji's surname. And plus this is the only neighbourhood who uses the last name with a 'ssi' in it, as it is a pretty small neighbourhood. That teen must be a regurlar customer though.

Everything that had happened today just had to annoyingly remind me of her. But then again I reminded myself that, she's gone. She's gone for more than a year. Well, speaking of that, I hadn't been able to go to her funeral yet. Reason being you ask? Well two words, her mom.

"Hyung, Hyung, here's your food", the cashier called me and gave me my food. "Saengil Chukahaeyo! Jackson Hyung! I'm a big fan!" The cashier said with a smile.

"Neh? Kamsahamida! I Got7 fighting!" I said my last sentence smiling to him then walked away.

I was lookin around for a comfortable seat to have my supper, but really there aren't many people there. I was about to have a seat till I saw the previous girl just now. She sat down alone with her head bend down over her food. I could barely see her face as strands from her hair were lose to the bun. But something about her gave me a weird feeling. I somehow felt that I know her. After lookin' at her from the side, I decided to acompany her? I don't know, I felt that she needs it. She'd probably be happy to know that the one and only Wild and y Jackson Wang gave her company right? haha, but yeah I really wanted to give her some company.

"Heo-ssi?" I called out for her.

"Neh....?" She replied lazily while not looking up. Great.

"Would you like company?" I asked nicely, hoping she won't be shocked.

"Sure, why not? I felt bored alone anywa...." She looked up and immediately cut off her sentence she was about to finish.

Third Person's POV

Their eyes widened.

"YoungJi? Jackson...." They both said each other names, differently.

Jackson then realised Young Ji that he thought dead is infront of him, alive. Young Ji mom lied to Jackson this whole time, saying that Young Ji is dead. He felt anger rising throughout his whole body. He calmed himself down without Young Ji realising it. They both were star strucked, did not know what to say or react. The only thing they could do was just looking into each other eyes, with thousands of questions in their mind, ready to ask each each.

Jackson thought to himself, "Uri Youngie is still alive."

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Hey Jackji shippers! This is my first kpop related fanfic and I hope you guys love and support this story! If this story ever sounds so familiar it's cuz I re-write this story from another Fanfic I worte but closed it down the other one cuz I had no time to finish it. But now I do! So enjoy! :) [Please comment what you think about it and how I can improve on this yeah? :)]